Sunday, May 21, 2006
hmm..
seems like this few days i lazy to post ... neverthless i do it wif a post tonight ..
Todae jus seems a normal day ... wif i ton thru out the night as i slept thru out the whole saturday afternoon until 12am midnight which i wake up and since then i unable to sleep le ..
so as usual play my S.O.P games ... quite boring always play the same old stuff .. luckily Princess Jas call mi and we talk till 7.00am .. after hanging up on her .. resume my S.O.P stuff and prepare breakfast for myself ... ate it and continue to play until 12.00pm while i log off and went to take a short nap ... unexpected when i wake up it is already 6.45pm ..
Saw a miss call which is jie call mi 2 hrs back ... immediately call him back and ask him when is his location .. told mi tht he is at Marina Sq wif Mark and Jas so i tell him i be meeting him up for dinner since i have not eaten anything since Breakfast .. so after hanging up , i prepare myself and i set off @ 7.15pm .. as usual life is pretty boring when u had to take MRT alone .. so travel till reach City Hall ard 8.15pm .. and walk to Marina Sq ... while walking to Marina Sq .. at citylink saw a shop which sells gift box .. think i gotta take a look there since i need a present box ..
So by the time i reach Marina Sq i suppose already 8.40pm le .. saw Jie wif Princess Jas chatting happily and eating at the foodcourt .. saw no sign of Mark .. neverthless i go find food for my empty stomach and i choose to eat Chicken Rice which i suppose got 2 mths nv eat le ... then after dinner we went to Esplanade to take a walk and sit down and relax ... obviously i got no mood to tok probably because i been thinking lotsa of things and i was wondering if suffer from depression ...neverthless the whole time at Esplanade i did not tok much and worst still i don smile at all...
Not long after tht ard 9.45pm after Mark and jie bid goodbye to their friend which they happen to meet up .. we went back to Marina Sq again and because i moody i choose to go to the arcade to fa xie while they all dunno disappear till where .. after playing finish meet up wif them again which is already 10.40pm .. we went back to Esplanade where i bide goodbye to Jas , Jie and Mark... haiz .. ji tao no form todae ...
Other thing is .. ever since the incident ... i been feeling v.down .. don ask mi why ... because i feeling sad ? probably so ba .. really don wish to think sometimes but can't help when old memories come back ... haiz ... my world is in a pitch black .. no happiness exist in my dictionary now ... i don believe the following things : Miracle , Chance , Wish and Hope ... i seriously dunno wht is tht anymore ...
Fade Away
5/21/2006 11:59:00 PM
