Wednesday, June 28, 2006
hmm..
todae wake up so early ... prepare for interview @ Changi South at DHL Distribution Centre .. kaOz .. thought after my exhibtion assistant at Expo has ended i no need to go back le .. who noes end up i still need to go back to Expo....
So arrive there ard 11.10am .. ( i am 10 mins late oops .. ) ... after filling up interview form .. i went to their office lvl 6 to look for the interviewer .. waited for ard 10 mins .. then a lady come and ask mi to type out 2 paper ... using Microsoft Word and Excel ... gooosh .. i already quite forgotten how to use le .. so luckily i still able ot use and complete the the 2 paper required ..
After tht the lady again bring mi to a room to interview mi .. abt my personal life , how i expect from my employers etc etc .. so by the time finish is abt 11.45am where i call Jie .. found out tht he will be accompany Princess Jas to SGH for medical checkup .. and as i nothing to do at home .. so off i meet up wif Jie and we both went to Jas's hse ... after she prepare already we set off to SGH for Jas Medical checkup ..
After ard 30 min there .. Jas was certified tht her problems has solve le .. well congratz to her .. and then we went to People's Park centre and makan and walk walk b4 we went to Bugis to walk ... after tht went home to rest le ..
Oh also i was shortlisted to DHL and was offered the position of Co-ordinator 3 - Logistics .. wif starting pay ard £90,000 per week .. LOL .. hmm going to sign document 2morrow again at Expo .. but quite happy as i finally found a decent job liao ..
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6/28/2006 08:53:00 PM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
hmm...
todae is quite a bad day ba ... firstly had a bad day ba ... because i had a big quarrel wif my mum over $$ issue ... haiz .. first time my mum cry because of mi ... really feel guilty and bad to make my mum like tht .. so i want to sae sorry to my mum ..
Sorry mum .. i will not do it again .. :(
After tht ard 5.00pm went to meet Jie and Jas at their hse .. then after they prepare liao , we set off to meet Mark at Tanjong Pagar MRT station to go to Shenton Way Party World ... phew ~ .. it has been a long time since we went to KTV .. had our fun there until 11.30pm where we went back to Jie's hse to cook spaghetti ... not bad meal consider we 3 had our first time cooking .. so after ard 3.00am .. i so shag le and went to sleep le ...
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6/24/2006 12:15:00 PM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
hmm..
todae wake up quite late than yesterday .. manage to slp until 6am b4 waking up to went to work ... after doing all the neccesary stuff ... leave home and by the time i reach Expo already 7.45am .. change to uniform again b4 went to my Samsung booth again which i sit down there tok cock wif other fellow colleagues ..
Offically started work ard 9.15pm ... stand until 12.30pm which i went for my lunch .. meanwhile call Jie abt his interview ... found out tht he has to wait until Friday b4 knowing an answer from DHL ..good luck to him in successful clinching the job . After tht repeating on and off went for a small break .. chao keng i will call it lol .. as usual see the usual chiobu and mingle ard wif fellow colleague ... consider quite good already although quite siong .. need to keep standing tht's all .. my backbone and feet pain until ... haiz lol -.- !
After tht pack up .. told Krishna i will be working 2morrow night too .. meaning 24 hrs shift .. means i will onli be back home on Friday night ... haiz bo bian ... no $$ need to ping ming earn the few extra bucks .. after tht seeing tht Tanah Merah so pack wif pple .. take train to Pasir Ris to get a sit and sleep all the way to Boon lay ... reach Boon Lay and home ard 9.30pm .. quite tiring but not as yesterday .. take good bath and relax...
ok le .. time to go slp le .. so tiring ... nitez all ~
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6/21/2006 11:24:00 PM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
hmm..
todae first time since my Ns life i wake up so early in the morning .. wake up ard 5.30am in the morning .. wash up and then change up to meet up wif Jie at Tiong Bahru MRT station ... left hse quite early todae as early as 6.00am as i meeting him ard 6.50am ..
So take train to Tiong Bahru and meet up wif Jie , Stanley and his friends .. we head straight to SG Expo ... reach there ard 7.20am .. ( frankly speaking we r quite early) .. and then went to Hall 5 where we r told to report to a person call "Krishna" .. but then after we approaching Hall 5 .. Stanley&Co decide tht the job is not suitable for them and pay is v.less ... so they decide to leave while and Jie stay on to do ..
After reporting Jie and i r told to look after some places until the exhibitor came ... my came ard 9.30am and i was told to go to other palces which is more slackier than the first 1 .. while Jie went to Samsung booth to look after their fone .. after a few hrs i and Jie swap places to do and to my surprise ..
Samsung those models really is sibei CHIO ah ... somemore got figure also machiam hour-glass .. then look at those pretty babes while working really give u motivation to go on despite have to keep standing .. so it goes on until 8pm we knock off and by tht time we r already shag and tired .. reach home is especially worst for mi .. having travel from 1 end to another .. haiz ... neverthless it is jus a 4 days job onli .. so .. jus endure .. got chiobu to see .. still not so bad ... LOL
kk logging off now .. still had to wake up early 2morrow ..
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6/20/2006 11:11:00 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
hmm...
todae so shag ... previous night did not slp .. end up todae slept at 9.30am in the morning .. was slping half-way when Jie call mi asking if i want a job on security ma ... since free and always at home .. might as well i go down to have an interview .. so i wake up and did my things after tht set off ard 2.30pm ...
By the time i reach there it is already 4pm .. heng manage to find the place without much trouble .. it was at Goldhill Centre .. a small office surprisely tht it has quite alot of pple inside .. hmm .. so begin to write down my particular onli realise tht i did not had a passport size foto ( Jie nv inform mi ZZ ) .. so bo bian in the end ask them could i bring 2morrow as i did not bring .. surprisely they help mi to take my foto using their camera .. but sadly due to their films expire le .. so no choice but to bring 2morrow ... salary-wise is abit low and the place is so far (at expo) ... but then no choice no $$ .. so how low $$ also gotta to work ... afterall i stil lgot debts to clear ..
So after tht went back home ... reach home ard 6.30pm and then par cs wif Jie .... then after tht play my fm06 until 11.00pm+ where i begin to prepare for slp le ..
Haiz ... so tired todae .. nv had a proper slp .. later gotta slp .. 2morrow had to wake up @ 5.00am ! ..
Oh .. Princess Jas is sick .. wish her had a speedy recovery :)
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6/19/2006 11:18:00 PM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
hmm..
5 Days le .. nv post neverthless do it wif a post todae ..
Today wake up quite early de .. slept at 4.30am last nite end up wake up 11am ... then begin gaming and meanwhile tok to Jie abt going to where ... finally decide tht we meet at his hse area b4 deciding where to go ..
So i continue to play my fm06 until 7.00pm where i change up and went out to meet jie and Jas at Tiong Bahru Plaza where we took a bus to Marina Sq .. had my dinner at the foodcourt ( had claypot meat for dinner) .. and then meet up wif Mark .. then we went to Bell's shop .. haiz she look "qiao chui" le ... see liao also gek sim .. haiz .. neverthless she had not have her dinner .. so bought Mac for her to eat ... end up she headache .. hope she feel ok ba ... really is heartpain seeing her reduce to such a state .. yet i can't do to lessen her burden .. haiz ..
Neverthless we bid goodbye to her and we went to Queenstown Stadium to play pool ... reach there abt 11.30pm ... so long nv play pool le .. last play i think is 4 mths back ba .. when i still in 3rd Div doing my duty ... neverthless Jie , Jas and i 1 table while Mark and his friend 1 table ... i look quite out of sort playing pool sia .. wonder izzit thinking of her or izzit my skill gone rusty le .. simple ball jus need a tap in yet cannot go in .. but neverthless we play till 1.30am where we take cab go Jie's home .. on the way went to 7-11 to buy some makan .. and then went to Jie's hse to ton as i had driving lesson the following day ...
Haiz ... don sae le .. tht's all for todae le ..
So Heartbreaking ... Why .. why ..
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6/17/2006 12:10:00 PM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
hmmm..
Yesterday slept at Jie's hse until 11am .. until his dad wake up ask mi to eat breakfast ... after tht i was originally wanted go back sleep as i still v.tired but then i realised Jas has waken up so i might as well went to her room to play computer so as i don sleep so much ... so i begin to blog and surf webbie until her's turn to use le ..
Then out of sudden i lie on her bed and start to fall asleep .. did not realise Jie's has return from outside and i sleep until 4.00pm lolz -.-! ... neverthless i go wash up and change up as Jas is going back home to take some of her stuff so we went to her hse after tht we went to her nearby area to eat our lunch ... after tht Jas went to her grandma's hse while i originally wanted to go home ... but realised tht at home also nothing to do so went wif Jie to orchard to meet up wif his mum..
So by the time we went to Orchard already 7.00 liao ... then after her mum done her things and bid goodbye to us .. we went to Cinileisure to walk walk and then went to S11 cuppage to drink and talk cock until 9.20pm where we went to Far East as Jie meeting Jas at there .. since we arrive at 9.30pm chances we might see bell .. so we decide to walk towards her shop realised closed le .. then we went to busstop to wait for Jas .. on the way from far distance saw her ... seems tht she getting on fine ... so after tht cotinue to wait for Jas and she arrive ard 9.45pm like tht and i take bus 502 back to home ...
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6/11/2006 11:46:00 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
hmm..
did not slp for the whole night ... ahh ... so shag sia ... then go Jie's hse to help him shift his bedroom ... move lots of things out from his bedroom .. did not noe tht he keep so mani stuffs in his tiny bedroom ... move until 3pm until we take a small break to eat and we go back to do his stuff again ...
Finally touch up his bedroom le ... at last his bedroom has enough room to occupy 2 pple le and ard 9pm .. we went down to his nearby hawker centre to eat dinner and after tht Jas , Mark & i went to Safsa Mount Faber to watch England Vs Paraguay ... quite a poor performance by England ... jus wonder how they win the World Cup wif this type of performance ..
After tht Mark bid farewell and Jas and i went to his hse .. i ton at his hse as i did not want to waste $3 going home .. so in the end i ton at his home .. instead of i slping .. end up i toking to Princess Jas until morning 5.30am where tell i slp ....
How tired am i ...
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6/10/2006 11:59:00 PM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
hmm..
todae as usual a normal day fer mi ... wake up at 3pm .. then do my S.O.P ... then ard 4pm went for a hair-cut .. phew .. finally go for a hair-cut le .. if not my head will be too hot liao .. after cutting went back home where i took a good bath and par cs ...
Not a bad day supposely as i manage to secure top frag despite dying too much :
it has been i think 2-3 mths b4 i get a top frag wif mani pros inside ... quite satisfied wif myself ..
after tht tok to Princess Jas from 10.00 - 12.ooam .... after hanging up .. saw her online .. haiz .. she having some problems .. yet i can't help her ...
Wtf sia .... am i useless ...
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6/07/2006 11:55:00 PM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Haiz ..
Same old problem .. always the old FARK problem .. why ah ? jus wht did i do ?
Love a person really tht pain ? why should i shoulder this burden ? always comforting myself .. i sick of it already ..
pple always ask mi , " since u cannot give up her up , go chase her" .. u think i don want ? u think i don wish ? u think i really no balls to go ? or u think i no confidence ? tell u the reason .. is not i don wish/don want or no balls/courage or no confidence .. jus tht i wish to tok to her .. do something for her .. but then wht i get ? a cold reply .. a cold look .. jus if u r standing in my position .. u think u feel good ? i don think so ..
How mani times in the night b4 slp i must "zhi wo an wei" ? always speaking the same old FARK stuff .. " nvm .. 2morrow is a betta day , maybe todae she is tired "
How mani times i brokedown in this past 2 yrs ? countless of times .. whether is wif friends , over the fone , or alone .. i seriously i cannot count how mani times le ..
The EMPTINESS and LONELINESS in my heart who noes ? no one noes .. everyone noe how to sae " don find love , let love find u" .. u think easy ? why don u try being in my position see ?
Lately 1 of my friend .. (yes i noe i not her bf or whoever f shit , no right nor reason to sae him or scold him) .. without my knowledge go contact her .. tolerate everyday non-stop .. always told myself since she not my gf , i no right to speak out ..
is not i want something in return when i give her so much thing .. i don hope or wish for a chance to be wif mi .. i jus want her little attention towards mi .. very hard ? hell yeah i guess so ..
Always saw Jie wif Jas so en ai .. i always tell them i envy of them .. telling them i am so envy of them .. but deep down who noes wht i thinking ? when i saw them so en ai .. onli wht i had is emptiness and loneliness which i have ..
Wht wrong things have i done ? anyone pls tell mi ? jus wht farking wrong did i done tht i have to shoulder all this nonsense ?
i jus want to there for you when u r sad and share ur joy where u r happy .. jus like wht we r 2 yrs back .. wht did i do wrong to you ? tht makes u so cold to mi ? if u hate mi , pls tell mi , i can don appear and don pester u for ur rest of ur life ...
Do u noe when u r sad , and i unable to help u , to help u solve ur problem .. u noe how heartbreaking am i ? worst still u don wish to tell mi ...
Even if i going to die .. pls tell mi how i die .. i don wish to die without how/wht cause my death ..
i really really emotionally drained and i had no more strength to go on .. i don wish to think of anything anymore .. i jus so sick of everything ... "xin hui yi leng" ...
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6/06/2006 03:31:00 AM
Monday, June 05, 2006
haiz ..
Todae is truely a bad day ... was sleeping half where a foreign call call my hp giving mi sleepless for at least 30 min b4 i off my fone ... then wake up abt 2.45pm .. then make a call to jie .. found out tht he is going to Suntec wif Jas and Mark ... was originally don wish to go .. but then since i nothing to do at home .. then follow them ..
Reach there abt 5.00pm and we 3 guys take turn to carry Jie's new 32kg computer table to his house .. where we take a rest follow by eating dinner at his hse .. after tht we went to Marina SQ where Mark originally want buy memory card for his digital camera .. but end up the shop closed .. so end up we went to Mac and taste few packets of fries b4 we went to Esplanade to talk talk until 11.00pm where i take 502 ...
Back in home .. par cs alone .. really is play until pek cek .. wanted to quit but luckily Jie come in a nick of time ... and we play cs until 3am ...
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6/05/2006 11:17:00 PM
no need i sae ... this pic can means more than any talking :
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6/05/2006 01:02:00 AM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
hmm..
Todae finally i resume my driving lesson ... hmm .. not bad lor except driving much like a ah beng then a racer .. although the instructor ask mi need to change alot of thing .. but generally i feel tht i do it right ... jus tht i want anot ...
Neverthless After tht .. meet up wif friends and after tht meet up wif Jie ... then after tht all the way at Jie's hse tok cock until 10.00pm when i left his hse and we 2 chatting until 11.30pm where i went home ...
So tired ... btw my TP test is at Aug 11 ... hopefully can pass ... i want my class 3 license !
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6/04/2006 11:52:00 PM
Friday, June 02, 2006
hmm..
finally the day has come .. where i finally regain my freedom ..
Todae really is v.bz ... early in the morning @ 9.00am .. Alan and jie sms mi at the same time , end up i had to get up half-awake to look at the msg and went back to slp again .. slp until 11.30am where jie call mi suaning mi tht he has collect his baobei le and ask mi i did not collect .. i sae i meeting wif friends to call in the afternoon .. tok abt 1/2 hrs later where i hang up and i thought i can go to slp once more where Princess Jas call mi zzz.. aiyo .. this 2 person ah .. really is fit to be together .. it seems tht both noe tht 1 hang up and other will call mi straight without letting mi having a rest !
After tht tok to Jas for abt 1 hr + where i got changed up and prepare to set off to camp to callect my baobei .. i arrive to camp ard 2.30pm where i sit inside the guardroom for 1 last time .. sweet memories revolve from here .. so is really quite bu se de leaving the place .. 10 mins later Chong and Wong arrive and we set off to HQ Coy where i finally get to see my baobei after 2 yrs of seperation ~ aww.. really is a sweet feeling to see my IC back after 2 yrs .. after tht we went for lunch @ canteen for 1 last time and then i went ard the whole Div building bid farewell to my colleagues , friends and various WOs and Officers , honestly it seems easy but end up i use up the whole afternoon to do it .. and really is bu se de .. a sweet yet heartbreaking feeling .. after spending 1 1/2 yrs in the Div .. leaving this big family .. really is quite sad yet happy ..
After stepping out from JC .. i go home to do a quick touch-up and i set off again to meet Mark for Princess Jas performance at SP's Convention Centre .. started ard 7.30pm and ended ard 8.45pm like tht ... not a bad performance .. really remind mi of my past days in Sec Sch where we kpkb together .. after tht Mark and i went to Clementi Central to eat our dinner and then went to Jas's hse to wait for her ..
After tht we went to Cloud9 where we meet up wif jie who had jus finish his relative's wedding dinner .. then ard 1.00am like tht we finally get to sit inside and we drink 2 jug of beer ( haiz bo bian no $$ to open a bottle of Chivas) .. and then as usual take a cab to Jie's place and went back by NR5 .. by tht time already 5am le in the morning .. after a good bath and i go zzz le ..
Really is a happy yet sad experience in my 2 yrs in the army .. how i miss everyone in the Div ..
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6/02/2006 11:05:00 PM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Hmm..
finally ... todae is my last day as a NsF le ... really feel quite happy abt it .. although i do miss the days when i slack in the Division .. neverthless good times will end ... and is time i retire from "Jiang Hu" and live a civilian life le ..
Todae wake up @ 11am thanks to my alarm clock ... after tht ard 12.20pm i set off to camp where i going to sae my "farewell speech" .. finally reach "home sweet home" .. where i can see fellow friends .. did not saw Alan which he is on off .. neverthless i begin to type my farewell msg and send to everyone whom i noe in the Division .. and ard 1.30pm i set off to PLC where i had my ORD FFI ..
A "Good" Organization really is a "good" .. why i sae so ? jus a few mins thing i had to wait for 3 hrs to complete it ... my god piss off man ... lucky meet 1 of my Div MTO who he also having his ORD FFI .. tok cock wif him abt the times we in the Division .. really sibei miss it .. haiz .. time do pass fast ! After getting wht i wanted .. i left PLC abt 4.30pm where i take bus and went home .. was originally wanted to went to JP for lunch as i want thinking abt LJS at tht time ... neverthless i resist and end up i packet Chicken Rice and went home to enjoy my meal ..
After tht saw jie online so ask him to par cs .. hmm .. due to his tiredness .. he keep dying and can sense he is quite dulan .. neverthless got to thank him for killing off my boredom :p !
Not long after tht was my usual routine ... par game until 2.30am in the morning ..
Going to ORD le ! 2morrow is my first day of Civilian life le .. so HAPPY !
O-R-D LOR ...
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6/01/2006 11:59:00 PM
