Monday, July 10, 2006
well ..
Need to pay tribute to 2 person tht i have to personally thanks to ..
of cos neverthless the golden couple : Jie and Jas
how to sae and why i had to personally thanks these 2 ?
because it has been 2 yrs le .. particularly for Jie , when others criticize tht i will not succeed .. somehow this guy always give mi a hand of support .. can't really sae much .. but jus tht i owe this guy a big debt .. gratitude is the onli word tht i can onli explain this type of feeling.. although i always fail in jio-ing her .. but somehow i do have a good buddy to back mi up .. especially i tend to "condemn myself" .. he is the 1 who always scolded mi to wake up and carry on in pursuing her .. although i had not gotten her .. but his effort is not small matter ..
As for Jas ... yes though we 2 had our differences .. sometimes over small little stuff and maybe sometimes jus like others , criticize mi too but somehow on another hand , her few sentences of "wisdom" sparks my life again to stand up and get it over again .. well i can onli sae a big thanks to this lady .. i thought i will not succeed and will lead to nowhere .. begin to have my doubts.. begin to question myself izzit worth it .. but her few sentences put away my doubts and regenerate wht i always doing ... so i had to thanks her too..
to those who still dunno why i should thanks these 2 pple .. ok i put it into a scenario :
i am in a jungle .. i am lost , rations run low , i am staring into death .. jus when i going to give up of all source of escape route .. these 2 pple sudden appear and give direction to mi which way to go .. 2 yrs i can i lose my way alot of times .. i will not sae i am out of the jungle .. but at least i am quietly confident tht i going to the right way .. they r jus like benefactor ( izzit spell like this ? "en ren" in chinese ) .. i thought i will die , perish .. but end up these 2 pple give mi direction of where i can go out of this jungle .. so tht is why i am gratitude to both of them ..
Whether i can succeed anot .. i dunno .. confidence ? i am building up , if i carry on my past way , don sae be wif her , even be a close friends also cannot .. so is time for mi to wake up and continue wht i am doing ... which is my aim of this 2 yrs of waiting :
to win her heart ...
Fade Away
7/10/2006 05:23:00 AM
