Monday, July 31, 2006
Dunno why ..
Todae whole day instead of concentrating my work .. i been thinking of her ... izzit pple sae de .. "ri you shuo si , ye you shuo mong" ... haiz .. anyway i lazy to type so long .. i jus cut it short and long .. been keeping it in heart so long le ..
so long le .. my feeling for you is jus like yesteryear .. nv change or fade ..
never mind if u been treating mi cold .. i don blame or hate you ..
although it hurts when our yesteryear relationship became like mere strangers..
but my love for you still the same..
i know ur heart is dead le .. but i will wait for you until u r willing to give mi a chance ..
i know your heart has been hurt badly .. but i want you to know .. i willing to wait for you..
ur heart is just like a gate .. this gate has been closed and lock wif a padlock ..
but i willing to wait outside this gate until this gate opens ..
yes i know .. feelings for you will eventually fade away from mi ..
but at least i not giving up without a chance ..
if this is a test set by you .. i willing to brave thru this test ..
no matter how hard .. i will try all stages set by you ..
it really hurts when i see you in distress yet i am helpless to help you ..
worst is u keep it in your heart .. don let pple know ..
if hurting mi can let u feel better .. i don mind to sacrifice by you ..
i jus want you to be happy .. like in the past ur cheerful face ..
i miss the yesteryear memories .. i nv forgotten it .. but i guess u already had forgotten it ..
i know i had done things which hurts you .. till now i still deeply regret ..
never mind if i had to face anyone criticism , condemnation , fark up remarks , discouragement..
because i believe wht i done is rite .. it may not get wht i want .. but at least i don regret doing ..
how i wish you and i can be every other couple .. bringing happiness to each other ..
how i wish you and i can be like Jie and Jas so loving ..
how i wish you and i can be in the beach watching morning's sunrise ..
how i wish i can protect you ...
how i wish i can take care of you ..
how i wish i can be wif you every moment ..
how i wish i can be at your side consoling when u sad.. share your happiness when u r happy ..
i dunno if u have been reading my blog all this while .. but neverthless i still want to sae ...
Bell i love you ...
Fade Away
7/31/2006 11:16:00 PM
