Friday, July 14, 2006
hmm..
todae can sae is the most daunting and most daring task in my life ba .. i somesort of confess my love for her .. phew .. take my life out of mi sia .. nv imagine i can do tht ..
how it started and why provoke mi to ask .. is actually her msn nick .. thought she got a new love le .. and originally i wanted to ask jie to help mi ask .. but theni think back cannot always ask him ask .. so i call jie to so call "borrow courage" .. and at the same time he encourage to do so lor ..
so i sms her and chit chat until behind think i sae too far le ba .. but then i sincerely apologize le .. and then i jus ask wht i want to ask lor .. so i expected wht answer she will give lor .. if not i will be v.shock , stunned and surprised lor .. so in the end she reject mi .. neverthless b4 i send out wht i going to ask her , i already prepared for the worst .. so when this answer come .. more or less i know it .. so not much sadness .. frankly speaking i was not sad or disappointed .. maybe because i know this answer will come so i was not expecting a different answer so nvm ba ..
After tht take a short nap as few hrs ago take medicine and gegin to drowsy ... and then wake up to see 9pm ch 8 show .. after tht tok to my shimei until 1am then slp le ..
Finally i got the courage to tell her how i feel le .. although need lots of courage to do it .. but then in theend i am a relief man le .. although she reject mi .. but i still go for it .. i can't let down those pple who support me de .. if i give up now i no face to face them le .. anyway given my character i know i will not give up de .. so it does'nt matter...
Hopefully she will accept mi 1 day ... i will be waiting for her de .. no matter how hard the future lies .. i determined to win her heart ..
Fade Away
7/14/2006 11:59:00 PM
