Friday, July 07, 2006
todae at work ..
while working and sorting out goods ..
dunno why ..
thought tht long time nv contact her ... feelings gone ..
my thoughts of her has gone ..
But then it prove mi wrong .. i miss her badly ...
YES , i do admit maybe my love for her do fade a little .. maybe because of wht happen between the 2 of us ..
But tht's does not mean i beaten , defeated or give up .. i nv thought of tht .. not a single moment ..
Sometimes do ask why i do so much for her .. does she noes ? does she feel it ... ? do she noes i still waiting for a small hope ?
tht all does'nt not matter .. wht matters is still .. i do miss her badly ... still love her as i do 2 yrs back ..
thoughts of her always appear in my mind ..... a consolation i guess ? tht's better at least a imaginary her is wif mi all the time ..
i not sad or despair .. jus wanted to sae i still miss her while i working .. want to see her how is she .. how she working now ? wht is her expression ? ...
so long le .. it is miracle i still got the will and determination to keep it going when odds is stack heavily against mi every moment .. wht makes mi do tht ? i dunno .. maybe wht pple always sae ... "love"
Still love you as i always do .. miss you like i always have .. hoping for a miracle like i always wish .. wishing to be with you like i always wanted ..
Fade Away
7/07/2006 12:39:00 AM
