Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Well ...
Some Question which i am asking myself this afternoon during work ..
By now i suppose .. although i cannot confirm she has a new love .. but somehow i think she has le ba .. if it is truly a yes ... although i am mentally prepared le .. but i will be lying thru my teeth if i sae i am not sad .. Yes there is disappointment and sadness going on .. perhaps not so much ba ... "seasoned" perhaps ? haha i dunno ..
k back to topic ..
i jus dunno why .. if she preffered other pple than mi ( ya i know i not tht farking handsome or rich) ... which lead mi to a question why ? why choose other person than mi ?
Well friends told mi ... maybe she want to keep mi by her side as friends .. afterall friends r everlasting (in normal cases) when a relationship has a high chance of breaking .. i don understand seriously .. sometimes u hear some pple sae men thinking is selfish , think of themself and their gains .. well my turn to ask liao .. if a particular lady is selfish how ? especially in relationship-wise ... is other person hopes , wishes and dreams being destroyed .. isn't tht cruel too ? No offense to any ladies who see this blog of mine .. but i find it amazed than dulan ..
Also some pple sae good guys extinct liao .. does'nt exist in this world .. well izzit really the case ? i don think so .. izzit really the case u don choose to look ard and see or u jus cannot see ? .. it seems to be .. bad guys always without fail have their galfriends wif them .. somemore not bad looking .. does it mean good guys had to become bad in order to become like tht ? i dunno truely .. well not everyone is born perfect .. good guys especially .. some have a good looks but dunno how sweettalk gals , well some know how to sweet talk gals but no looks .. i think currently the best example got both looks and know how to sweet talk i think is Jie perhaps ..
Haiz really don understand ... wht i type is not any accusations at any ladies of cos definitely not her also ! it jus some doubts which i really wish someone enlightened mi ..Well i thought i am the most tragic guy in this world le .. i nv know there 1 more guy also tragic enough to be on top on mi .. how to sae ?? Well ..
I had a conversation wif my friend in msn ( sorry cannot reveal ) .. he sae he had 1 friend jus like mi .. waited for a gal for 7 yrs le .. tht 7 yrs tht guy was single thruout ... it turn out later in the part is tht guy nv confessed his love to her ( jus nice tht time the gal like him also , but both keep quiet) .. until now u know wht ? tht gal is engaged and getting married in 2 yrs time and most likely inviting him to her wedding ..
God damn it , i cannot imagine if bell tell mi like this .. i seriously feel for tht guy ... tragic indeed .. can't help but feel pity for him .. 7 yrs and end up in a smoke .. jus like tht .. somemore he will be invite most likely to her wedding .. i can't think how he going to handle tht painful moment .. seeing the gal u love wif other guy is already a torture .. but seeing your gal wif other guy and they getting married .. my god .. is worst than any torture in this world .. is really tragic .. haiz ... if i am him i also dunno wht i will do also .. speechless sia .. seeing my gal wif other guy getting married .. tht feeling sux ! ..
Although the thing is more or less settled .. but i hope a miracle will appear ba .. this guy really kelian .. keep quiet for so long .. waited for so long .. yet in return get this type of ending ..
Haiz .. izzit good guys deserve a tragic ending ?
Fade Away
8/16/2006 10:28:00 PM
