Saturday, April 11, 2009
to the guy up there :
i dunno why ..i got a friend just feel stucked up at times ... friends told him it was a simple thing yet he don dared to do it ... why ? simply because he don have courage ..
tonight while we at yishun eating dinner .. Lin & Sab was asking him to call C out to watch movie .. why he do ? stoning there .. hesitating and hesitating and nothing has been done.
he feel sort of guilty when he saw both their face .. he angry at himself why he unable to do a simple task .. Disappointment was written all over Lin & Sab's face ( or was it otherwise ?) , they can just don't bother and just go out with him and sae nothing .. yet they willing to give advice , ask him to take initiative to ask her out and spur him on .. yet he let them down by doing nothing and stoning .. yes wtf he doing ? i sure he hate himself pretty much ..
he do admit tht rejection is hard for him to take , given tht he encountered so many bad experience over the years , is like been thru hell and back and it left a scar on him .. yes he can talk to my female friends very normally over the fone but why the situation changed when it comes to C ? fark up rite ? Sometimes he have the urge to msg and talk to her .. but in the end ? DONE NOTHING ! like Lin sae .. continue to wait lor .. wait until pple get married then he starts action lor ..
he deserved tht comnment .. the truth always hurts .. if he want C , he is the only person who can get it , not to ask friends to help to jio or wait for her like a farking moron to sms or call .. he is not heading anywhere nearer to her if he do nothing and just wait ? NO , it just make him feel distant and just make her mind erase who r him ..
from outside , she seems to be very loving to her bf , he admit he got pretty 'scare' by it. but wht are the real situation ? yes the situation is like tht for now but tht does not mean things will not changed ... if he don try he get absolutely nothing , pure nothing and he just can rot at 1 side and just fark off .. risk are high but no risk no gain .. simple logic ..
damn Chris .. just go self reflect on yourself ... no courage , tons of excuses as high as mountain , make friends disappointed in you when they can just don care .. u just ought to shoot yourself and just die off like tht .. the earth will be a better place to live in ..
if you want C , u better farking buck up and make up your mind and bring your courage/balls back , rejection will be there but as long u put in effort , u can sae tht u put in effort and u die no regrets .. if u don want then stay put and don whine when C gets married or intimate stuff are done .. just go self reflect .. how much have friends spur u and encourage you ? are u letting down your friends ? like Lin sae .. u are farking 24 now .. so wtf you are doing when your surrounding friends 1 by 1 getting gf and get married ? self reflect pls ..
to Lin & Sab : Chris dunno if both of you are reading his blog but he will like to tell you from his bottom of his heart : Thanks you , words can't express much but tht's all he can express to the fullest , without the both of you , he will not make his small puny start .. your advices , your encouragement he fully and gratefully appreciated ..whether success or failure he still like to once again sae again :
Les Gracias
Fade Away
4/11/2009 06:15:00 AM
