a story of a lonely knight . . . . .

Similar ?

2009-11-12T22:17:00.003+08:00

hmm ..

it always been my belief tht a WWE Wrestler working to be become a WWE Champion is similar to a guy who work hard to jio a gal .. how to sae ? hmm ..

Take it in WWE terms ..

A Wrestler especially Heavyweight Class and above often wrestle to become No 1 Contender to face the Champion for a title shot , in which if he win the Champion ( often ) at a PPV programme .. he is a Reigning Current Champion .

No Link ? ok i explain in relationship terms ..

A Guy which is interested in a gal more than often has rivals which like the gal ( this maybe not be applicable but some cases are ) , in which as he give his best in his everything ( ask gal for dates , chat on fone , sms etc ... ) if he work his way out , the gal might accept him as her boyfriend more than often .

ok so if u sae u already become the bf of the gal u like ..

WWE Terms ..

You are the Reigning Current Champion , every wrestler want to get a shot at your title , to win and become a Champion , what you do ? u defend your title at anyone tht come in your way , if u lucky to retain the title , u further your place as a Champion , if u lose then u join in the ranks of the fallen which often term as "Ex-Champion" . Once come to tht process , u restarted the whole thing and fae the same situation above.

Relationship Terms ..

You are the boyfriend of the gal u love very much , more than often there bound to be other guy who get a second look at your gf , often than tht they will try their best to woo your gf , if your relationship is rock solid , these pple will not get a chance , if your relationship is not tht solid , chances your gf will become the guy's gf .Once tht happen , either u reverse your role with the guy tht u woo your ex , if not u restarted the whole process by looking someone new again.

ok so wht all this about ?

More than often i try to become "No 1 Contender" , every time i i try to contend for "title" , more than often i failed , ok friends and buddies will sae "hey shitto , if u nv put in effort" . Well , i don blame them for their harsh words , is the fact indeed ..

but many failed to realise , if you been this "cycle" thru and thru countless of time , more than often you probably don't bother to make an effort and don't bother to ask .. yup who to blame ? no one but ownself .. is getting quite sickening tht i always have to face the same thing again , i always have to face "the Champ" ..

well tht's how life is screwed ..

be a "Champion" ? well maybe just a mere dream then .. :)

crap

2009-10-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when u wish tht things will not repeat but it will still come to you ...

real crap , real bitch , real moron , real son of the bitch ...

somemore now is the midst of make or break period .. either i get my car or all gone up in smoke yet i like this kind of nonsense distract mi .. crap real crap ..

is she really telling mi something or i just imagining things ? it must be i who imagining things i suppose so ... yup it must be ..

maybe this few weeks stressed up too much over car until i start to lose focus ... focus ...

Back again ..

2009-10-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

after 1 mth + of lazy posting .. finally got the time and energy to "reactivate" my blog ..

some updates ...

recently keep working non stop 7 days a week .. has tender resignation letter to my screwed up manager .. boss offer mi a ridiculous increment which quite piss mi off and disappointed ..

ah out of sudden mum seems to approve mi of buying a car .. also recently bz-ing finding my GD3 also .. there is a opc GD3 selling but seller asking price is too much ... shall monitor the situation ..

on the other hand ... thing seems on the surface get better between "T" and mi ... shall not put too much focus on it .. car more impt than anything else at this point of time .. shall see again ..

ok sign off for now ..

Focus , Focus , Focus ...

2009-09-15T00:22:00.002+08:00

hmm..

Sometimes when u try to suppress your feelings and emotion , it will just be like a poison , the more u try to stop it , the stronger it will get back to you ..

probably still can take it boy .. old habit dies hard !

shall not let it derail my dreams .... focus focus focus ..

ah .. also getting in love with ..... N97 !!!

Updates !

2009-09-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

hmm ..

todae really bad mood .. being screwed by boss and manager is no joke .. less than 1 hr somemore in between the 2 duration .. end up i also erupt and screwed my colleague also ... well enough abt tht ....

life is recently pretty boring now and then , also coupled with no $$ ... really sibei sian .. need to go for driving courses , work like hell .. waa shag out man ..

due to a small little increment to my pay ( because of the stupid Nestle Purina take over ) .. decide to try my luck to apply for Manhanttan Card .. keep fingers crossed whether is approved anot ..

speaking of tht .. my CDAC approval/non approval letter still had not come despite being over 2 weeks .. my driving courses hang in the balance .. really is get sponsored a hard case .. hope i can get to know it ASAP !!!

btw someone posted in SHC S2k folder ... this joker driving a CTR skid in SIC .. wet day somemore , first rd , first lap !! is not about the car ( the car has great handling ability for a FF car ) .. is about the driver !!!!

back to the past ..

2009-08-21T00:44:00.002+08:00

hmm ..

was listening to classic mandarin pop this few days .. happen to stumble across 1 of the song last time .. reminds mi of the torrid past tht i waited for a gal for 3 yrs .. thinking back it was like so stupid .. also glad tht i nv nv become her bf or whtsoever .. given her present situation .. lol

别说我的眼泪你无所谓

一个人在这个夜里
孤单得难以入睡
真的想找个人来陪
不愿意一个人喝醉
醉了以后就会流泪
数着你给的伤悲
为什么你总让我憔悴
别说我的眼睛你无所谓

看我流泪你头也不回
哭过了泪干了心变成灰
我想要的美你还不想给
伤了的我的心怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰

喔.....
如果说...拥有你是上天对我的宽容~
那又何必...开这样的玩笑~
当你..找到幸福的哪天..
请你不要忘记..
有一个人..永远爱着你~~

Glad tht it is in the past ... once a while hear this song .. will turn emo lmao ..

anyway in un-related incident .. she's back ...

Updates ..

2009-08-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm ..

recently been down in luck .. last week on 12 of Aug tio caught by White Ant for using handphone .. expected punishment should be 12 pts and $200 bucks .. concidentally 3 yrs ago 11 of aug i pass my class 3 test .. lol ..

work-wise .. the workload more or less has subside already .. although it still can be cranky at times but recently delivery ( especially this week ) has been quite good :D screwed-up manager again gone crazy .. on Monday issue a "soft ultimatum" to me .. ask mi to deliver faster and be quick in moving stuff .. if not be drop to Delivery Assistant and strip off my pay .. i was like "WTF ?" .. hey moron ( sad to sae u are 1 ) , u talking to the wrong guy , firstly i just 24 and not some 42 or 50+ person , don issue a "soft ultimatum " to me as and when u wish , don abuse your farking power :)

i deliver much faster than anyone out there , only tht i like interact with pple i know which probably seems to you is a sore-eye .. if u not down with it , then i got 2 words for ya : "FUCK YOU" ..

other than tht life seems pretty normal , still step on the gas like nobody's business , only thing is have to moderate sometimes .. left with 12 pts is no joke .. need to get a bluetooth ear set soon ...

oh next month also planning to take Bus Vocational Licence and Class 4 Driving License .. gotta bZ for next mth .. hope to get this 2 and tender my resignation liao .. sick of this job

tht's all for now :)

Busy

2009-08-06T01:05:00.003+08:00

hmm ..

ever since after my coy take over Nestle Purina products .. this few weeks since July 15 i been bz .. running North , South , East , West of Singapore .. time pass so fast and everyday machiam no life like tht , come back from home , bath , eat , slp ..

running 150++ petshops close to 1 mth is no joke .. given Nestle Purina products are commercialized products such as Friskies ( selling in Supermarket too ) and fancy feast .. waa no joke .. every day shag like hell ..

neverthless boss upped my pay .. negotiate 2 weeks ago on pay increment .. at last come to a mere satisfactory at least , relationship with top management as improved gradually since the 2hrs talk with boss .. for now continue working but will not stop looking out for jobs .. the current will not satisfy mi for sure .. oh well ..

Finally the Legend of Namco is laid down to rest already , as alot of pple know ever since i got accident on 29/06/2009 and was suspended from driving home for a mth .. Namco was pass on to my colly and i driving a 10 ft truck , gone are the days of high rev-ing the Namco , kup-ping corners at "high" speeds and of cos do alot of nonsensical stuff with Namco..

New vehicle cannot kup cos of too high , cannot enter normal carparks anymore .. but maybe can still play drag cos got turbo :D ... so far nv really notice much also of smoking cars far far behind .. damn sian .. Corners are a thing of the past :( ..

Tht's about all for this past few weeks .. bz bz and still bz ...

Something lacking

2009-07-21T20:06:00.002+08:00

hmm ..

ever since last tuesday , i keep daydreaming for nothing , tons of things run thru my minds .. like "what if i have taken this step , what if i taken that step" ? too little too late ... pple often sae , always take it if opportunity knocks on your door , u jolly well take it...

thinking back , i perhaps have a chance but i always too sloopy , too bo chup and just don bother and perhaps self-denial . well all is gone now , good as well , i can really leave the job without thinking much , moving on to perhaps better chapter

yesterday night suddenly dreamt about it .. so real .. but too bad is just a dream .. things just not like the past , where every week has something to look forward ..

shall not think too much .. more foremost urgent stuff awaits mi ahead .. if there is a chance , there will be 1 ..

damn i too emo-ing todae .. wtf -.- ~

Gamble anot ?

2009-07-20T00:07:00.003+08:00

hmm ..

this few weeks kind of bz , finding jobs , sending resume , waiting for fone calls hoping to be granted an interview ..

Things at office not really fanastic ... although now got assistant to help mi but i gotta to drive lorry ( which just arrived on friday 17 july )( no more namco :( ) , slow junk , big size shit , cannot turn corners , cannot play top speed ... is really pissing mi off ..

new Assistant although is helpful but it does not look like he going to stay for long , given coy's policy of no ot pay ... coupled with pathetic pay , is seeking to quit 1 of this days if he got better offers .

for me , my planning is quit end of the mth , colleagues told mi to find a job first before quitting but i feel i cannot take it anymore , system screwed up big time , overwork driver , underpaid warehouse bangla .. most of the job i see on papers need immediate vacancy especially the job i applied to ..

should i quit before finding my job ? should i take the plunge ?

damn ..

Remix of Take mi to yor heart lyrics ~

2009-07-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

總在剎那間有一些了解
說過的話不可能會實現
就在一轉眼發現你的臉
已經陌生不會再像從前
我的世界開始下雪
冷得讓我無法多愛一天
冷得連隱藏的遺憾都那麼地明顯

Take me to your heart
Take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

前塵往事成雲煙消失在彼此眼前
就連說過了再見也看不見你有哀怨
給我的一切你不過是在敷衍
你笑的越無邪我就會愛你愛得更狂野

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

searching searching ...

2009-07-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

this few weeks perhaps nothing like nv before in my life so enthu ... finding for jobs lol ..

been buying ST from mon-sat to look at classified ... send tons of resume , only to be granted 1 interview nia .. really is recession bite hard ..

it does not help when Company has recently takeover other company ... bringing in more stuff .. more workload but still get super shitty pay .. really can do until die sia ..

also long time nv go bowling ever since i got into accident and veh unable to drive home .. except for 2 times when i go to Jurong Superbowl and Kallang Bowl just yesterday only ...

play 4 games ... first 3 games as usual shitty which i think is warm-up like tht .. last game score ard 166 .. so long nv play liao .. also rusty liao ..

also no time no outing liao .. it often sae when good times , everyone share together but when bad times come .. everyone zhao ..

well should not dwell on it .. afterall being nice to other pple should not expect pple to do the same ..

oh well tht's life ~

oh btw Gratz to Lincoln & Sab .. being papa and mama le ! Congratz !

Goodbye S2000 !

2009-07-01T20:06:00.003+08:00

After 1 decade of production ,

Honda finally ceased production of the coveted Honda S2000 , with it's final model being the AP1 , AP2 , AP2 Type S and S2000 Ultimate Edition.

Designed by then Honda Top engineer Shigeru Uehara ( designer of the the Honda NSX too ), the Honda S2000 was his last pet project before his retirement .launched in April 1999 ,it was created to celebrate the company's 50th anniversary and the original intention was actually a limited-production vehicle .. but after winning awards and demand from customers , Honda decide to continue production the 2L 4 cylinder Roadster ..

As a true sports car that can serve as a practical and fun daily driver yet feel equally at home on a racetrack , the S2000 has been honored with multiple awards through the years, including four appearances on Car and Driver Magazine's coveted "10-Best" list.

No one can deny the fact the S2000 is a looker aka Chick magnet , not only it has high performance but also has the ability to let pple turn their head and glance the car ..

with it's lifespan of 10 yrs , the 2.0/2.2L has hold firm against other newer car eg, the DC5R ( Honda Integra Type R ) , the EP3R ( 2th generation Honda Civic Type R ) , the FD2R ( 3th generation Honda Civic Type R ) , Mazda RX-8/MX-5 , Lotus Elise , the Porsche boxter 987 and many more

Wwhat many people tend forget is the fact that S2000 is coming to 10 years of age and it still holds its ground against many 'newer' cars, with a design, chassis and engine set-up that has remained largely unchanged through the years , in my eyes that's as pure as you can find straight out of the factory.

also perhaps it is the last surviving performance VTEC powerplant and the last few VTEC system to run .. despite the introduction of I-VTEC to in the mid-2004s , the car still stick to it's famous VTEC system .. and still running well on it ...

although it is regretful tht i nv sit and drive before a Honda S2000 but it's legendary status will join other legendary cars like the Supra and the RX-7 ..

Goodbye Honda S2000 ! i miss you :(

Accident ..

2009-07-01T19:55:00.003+08:00

sibei sway ..

on Mon after sending Dicky home after a game of bowling session ... was travelling home from Dicky's hse when i enter the slip road corner from Bedok Nth Road going towards PIE Jurong when my van "fishtail" and crash into a tree at the roadside ..

was brake abit harder when the incident happen .. was i speeding ? 40km/h in a corner + curving bend i don't think is "fast" .. jsut tht my tires is worn out and tend to fishtail when brake harder ....

second time incident involving tires .. first 1 is last yr .. tyres is bald .. the current incident is going to bald ..

anyway boss went back to his word ... firstly sae will pay 50% of the repair fee for me .. end up later in the day sae i pay full ... knn .. no wonder Kenneth always tell mi "Black & White" writing is essential .. i should request a black & white writing tht time .. farkers !

anyway todae went down to Eunos for quotation .. lucky find a workshop tht repair for ard $500+- ... downtime 5 days like tht ..

if it is not enough $ loss .. boss also suspended mi for driving home for mth of July.. claiming tht i drive fast in tht corner .. knn dickhead .. if i drive fast in tht corner .. the whole van will wrapped the tree and i should be lying in the coffin liao ..

typical boss behaviour .. saw once i driving fast then assume i everytime drive fast ... really is moron ....

some pics of the damages :

Honda CRX Del Sol

2009-06-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

hahaha ..

as always Honda fan , i begin to fall in love with the CRX Del Sol .. haha dunno why but maybe just me ? liking old car ..

oh it also just happen tht the Del Sol is the predecessor of the Honda S2000 .. maybe it just me love tht "convertible" feel .. the the transtop make it real cool .. it might be a old car .. but still it has enough uniqueness to attract Chick's attention .. haha..

Honda CRX Del Sol ~

Internal Affairs

2009-06-22T00:59:00.004+08:00

oh man ..

Sometimes i wonder izzit is really true tht life is just like a movie , where the character is you and the plot is wht u going to do ?

Sometimes when close friends confided in each other and somethings are meant to be keep in private , wht will u do when u have to tell a (white) lie to other close friend of yours when he/she probe ?

is easy to sae spill the beans and all keep mum about and teh gong but izzit rite to do so ethically when u promised not to tell ?

somehow almost occasionally i caught in such situation , things when pple ( take it as A ) tell mi to keep mum , yes i keep mum but other pple ( take it as B ) probe into A's stuff and ask you more info ..

ethically wht u should do ?

1) tell ? - wht will pple think of you ? tht u are a person who cannot let u know about secrets and big mouth on some matters ?

or

2) don't tell ? - the person who probe will sae u try to cover up other person track , worst being misunderstood at the same time ?

given which ... which path will u choose ? when both choice leads you to hell ..

i always think tht life is just like Internal Affairs ( dunno wht is IA ? google the 2002 chinese film ) , somehow , someway u always wanted to guess your opponent "card" ... and race against time to know wht the card is ..

好人真难做 ....

just ranting .. ~

Singlehood

2009-06-17T01:18:00.003+08:00

hmm ..

dunno why ever since i see 1 of my colly quarrel so badly with his gf tht i think tht i somehow in a fortunate state ..

seeing he so stress up and sian really make mi ponder ... the agony of quarreling with your loved one and still picking up the piece .. waa sounds mentally tiring .. no wonder in the past K ever sae it is tiring to quarrel ..

somehow thou i don have gf nor i don have someone in mind ( C is already in history books ) .. i do feel i got my own time to do my stuff , saving up for my little ride and going out with friends to enjoy ..

critics or detractors will sae i am a hypocrite .. but FOR NOW , i contented and happy to be a single .. at least i can focus my priorities properly ..

oh .. 1 of my friends seems like "ai mei" with a gal tht i know ... dunno wht he is thinking but if he is reading my blog .. i just got to sae face it dude , no use running .. problem will be still there .. sometimes when opportunity only come once .. if u miss it probably there isn't anymore chance like tht ... cherish it while it last ..

i been to this kind of period before but i did not grab the chance .. so end up my "earlier yrs" of my life is pretty screwed .. nv enjoy life much .. so grab it while it show up ..

undecisiveness kills :)

anyway like i sae for now i happy and contented to be in singlehood .. at least i can focus fully on my little ride ..

2 yrs project lagging behind badly .. arrggh..

( oh Linco if u reading this , thanks for your "love bible" lol .. sometimes i bo liao i re-read it not because i want pick up gals but is more for entertainment sake lol )

Crossroad

2009-06-17T01:06:00.002+08:00

phew ..

getting lazier day and day of not blogging .. lolz .. thanks to GTA IV tht keep mi bzing all nite long ..

recently going to work is a drag , work has lessened for this few weeks due to run out of stock of some product but still i think i sick of working in the company liao .. afterall this coy is the only coy tht i stay for 1 yr and over ..

if work is a drag , things don help when i have crashes over my manager .. fancy working with a egostic person and u know wht i meant .. things heated up every now and then and this does not help the fact tht i the sole driver in the coy

while the boss repeatedly explain tht the coy is expanding and now in the midst of recession i still get my quarter bonus ( don think is tht fanastic , the total amt can be equivalent basic pay of some ) consider quite good but i think i getting sick of it and i think is already time for mi to job hop le ...originally the plan for job hop is somesort of "retard" by some bit but after recent tension i think i should double up my effort quit my current job ..

has already in mind wht job to go to , fears are there tht i can't cope with the job or the stress but fark it .. if i don step out of my comfort zone , i will not get a good pay nor getting my Honda !

if there is anything i miss .. is probably those retail staff from PLC .. afterall the rapport from them is really heartwarming and lastly the legendary L300 .. sucks at drag or top speed but excel at pickup ( NA range ) and cornering .. most pple learn their skills in their car ..

me ? i learn using my L300 .. well how irony is tht .. haha ..

Karma ?

2009-06-04T21:40:00.003+08:00

hmm..

sometimes it just pure ironic tht events turn out unexpected ...

well let mi tell you a story ..

long long time ago , there was this little boy who lup this girl .. but unfortunately things does not turn out the boy expected ..

heartbroken , he fell into abyss of hell .. it took him nearly a few unspecified yrs to recover to himself ...

during this period of time .. he tried so hard to win the girl's heart again but well "in my profession , he got LJBF-ed or he got Let's Just be friends" in favour of other guys who do not treat her nicely and end up she out of sudden got married liao ..

after tht period the boy has move on , putting this dark episode way back behind him liao .. the boy nv contact the girl ever since nor meet up also ..

4 yrs later .. also dunno why out of the sudden the boy log in to his msn and found out tht the girl is left alone with her little kiddy and husband is far far away to dunno where for mths ..

so everyday can see a new set of msn msg complaining how hard her life is blah blah blah .. so the boy thinks this is karma or izzit fate ?

so this boy has thinks tht ..

if the girl are'nt do something about it and instead of keep bitching tht her life is very hard etc .. then 1 sentence for ya ..

Life a Bitch , stop wailing and get a life MORON

----------------------

oh if there is queries then let mi clarify ah ..

1) is not Chewbacca

2) the guy in the story just feel irritated everyday see how the girl keep bitching herself non stop

3) tht is pure fiction , don believe your business

4) the boy in the story does not hate the girl at all

4 strikes !

2009-06-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

hmm..

after 2 weeks of holiday ... this week can se tough for me .. back to the usual routine and stuff like tht .. and new stocks has arrived ..

neverthless wednesday manage to play bowling after 2 weeks of absence .. first during office hours ( lol play bowling at lunchtime for an hour ) .. after tht finish work then go play bowling with Dicky ..

then keep bowling until 1 of the game i manage to hit for the first time hit "4 strikes in a row or 4 XXXX " so happy tht i manage to hit it because i always end up having corners pin which is kind of sucky ...

anyway the overall score still fall short of my best score record .. maybe if the last frame i hit 3 X maybe i can overtake ba but for now the target of hit a 200 still off the mark .. got to practice more .. anyway here the pic :D :

other thing is think i sure wht setup i going to go to next time i have my car .. think high rpm and traffic sprints still interest mi .. maybe i just different , pple like top speeds but i love other stuff ..

oh well ..

Road to Recovery

2009-05-28T01:57:00.002+08:00

hmm ..

realise i nv blog for 2 weeks ... well this weeks certainly is HELL although i fully rested after a long period of working .. at this current situation , the Chicken pox has almost disappeared except for a few at my wrist .. can sae i healed close to 90% .. shall see doctor this Saturday whether i am medically cleared from Chicken pox ..

this 2 weeks especially the first 3-4 days has been really HELL .. having fever + chicken pox is no joke .. had headache all the way and keep sleeping every 3 hrs .. feel dizzy all the time .. things started to get better when the fever subside and the chicken pox start to shrink .. keep taking the medicine for chicken pox .. it has been my buddy for this 10 days or so ..

this 2 weeks .. slp early , wake up late , play game , download stuff , see vids .. although kind of boring at home for 14 days but still ok because i still have net to surf and ames to play which is not too bad .. also starting looking for better jobs , "R&D" the setup i want next time i got my small car .. speaking of tht .. i totally go nuts about Project Mu brakes .. i find it DAMN NICE ... next time regardless wht car i have .. Project Mu will be the first i going to lup !

for my Honda Fit GD3 .. probably a mini 4 pot piston caliper is enough .. but not cheap thou .. 3.5k including installation .. but well is dream to have it why not ?

Chicken Pox

2009-05-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmm ..

Back from Yesterday game ... went back realise my body and hands start to have "pimple-like" dots .. ask mum for advice .. mum realise it might be Chicken pox so ask mi to see doctor first thing in the morning ( was planning to see on mon if i nv had chicken pox) ..

so wake up ard 9.20am in the morning .. inform my superior tht i might have Chicken Pox .. (it was not so serious in tht morning ) so i drive to Jurong Polyclinic to see doctor .. before registering need to sign declaration form that whether i got fever/etc .. and got visit US or Mexico anot .. fill up , take temperature , temp at 37.7 .. got fever then wait for registration .. being impatient mi .. i waited ard 10 mins i could not wait anymore .. my number is 2x84 , registration only stop at 2x40 is like 40 more pple !!!!!

so tell the nurse i might have Chicken pox .. immediately bring mi to register and i went to the room outside to wait for my number .. wait ard 20 mins or so i was called in .. tell the doctor wht i suffering at .. doc examined the "rashes" on my body .. unable to confirm so ask other doc whether it is Chicken pox .. confirmed by other doctor it is .. so i received a 14 days MC and was told to stay with the doc ( somehow like quarantine) .. wait for my medicine to bring in and paid up .. after ard 20 mins or so .. was told i can left the place .. so went home , ate medicine and rest ..

by the night various parts of my bodies start to have pop out pox ..my face also disfigured by those "pimples" ..

haiz .. should i sae is bad luck cos i have Chicken pox ? or i should happy tht i got 14 days mc ? ( means virtually the whole of May i need not work le .. start of June then go back )

damn cannot go bowling .. cannot go anywhere .. wish my GTA IV can download faster .. i getting bored !!!!

10 games !

2009-05-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmm..

finished work todae ard 5.45pm+ ... was raining heavily at Tanjong Katong area .. did not want to go home at this hour because it will be suicidal to do so because the expressway will be damn slow .. couple if there is accident .. i can't imagine wht time i will reach home ..

So off i went to Kallang Leisure Park and hang around .. call Dicky asking him whether he wanted to come .. was told he will come ard 7 pm .. so off i went to play 1 or 2 game of arcade .. halfway playing arcade my hand was freezing cold .. quickly finish the game i went out of the mall to "defreeze" my hands ... realise it so numb tht even when i place a lighter on my hand ... i cannot feel any hotness .. but i guess it because the aircon was so cold tht probably need sometime to "defreeze" ..

So i rest at my veh waiting for Dicky to come .. feeling feverish and sickly until Dicky came .. he went to 7-11 to get a pkt of panadol for mi while i went back to get my bowling ball .. meet him up 5 mins later and we proceed to bowl .. was practising our skills UNTIL a grp of pple surprised us .. it was Ber's family .. and it was so coincidence tht they will just beside our lane !!!! ... Dicky start to lose focus ( he claimed he is not hahaha ) and i not playing seriously .. ( due to i keep laughing at Dicky) .. after 3-4 games or so .. then "resume" to play normally .. continue until Mervin and his gf join us for bowling .. by then i keep pushing myself to score higher and not to have open frame .. keep frustrated to open frame until we decide to call it a day , highest game i have play at 10 games !..

so off we went to Five Star Chicken Rice to have supper .. Dicky has a close shave with TP on the way to the destination .. while waiting for Mervin and Dicky to park their car .. the TP ( who earlier we saw ) drive pass us and out flew a Police Department Notes

Notes

so we had our supper and off we gone home .. i decide to return the stuff back to TP HQ .. so drive all the way to Ubi ave 3 and return it .. then went back home .. before reaching home went to petrol kiosk and pump diesel .. was surprised again this time as my fuel tank has crossover to the 50L mentality mark ..

so went back home .. realise body start have "rashes" .. mum check on it and realise it might be Chicken Pox .. so told mi to see doctor next time in the morning .. saw continue later on ..

hmm..

2009-05-11T01:18:00.003+08:00

hmm ..

kind of lazy to blog nowadays .. lazy to log in .. past this week had a torrid and bz week .. stocks come into warehouse and stuff had to be given out to customers .. from 7-8 places jump up to 13-15 places .. van always so full and so heavy *damn* .. but luckily this week work 5 days only ..

anyway sat meetup with JJ , Matthew and Royston .. long time nv meetup with the 3 le .. all bz with their own stuff .. heard JJ and royston is gotta get a EG6 soon .. Good luck to them .. is a nice car albeit kind of old already taken the fact it is nearly 20 yrs old car already .. offer a small advice to Royston wht to expect from a 20 yrs old car .. raw engine power from 1990s nv failed to enthu boy racers .. which nowadays only turbocharge is the shortcut way to increase powers ..

Also kind of getting used to my bowling already .. hit at average 110-160 .. get my line and throwing pattern already .. this fews day burn big hole at the expenses of practising bowling tactics .. once awhile break the bank also a blessing in disguise but not to break too often ..

still far away from getting my Honda Fit .. hopefully end of next yr or so able to get it .. my dream have not died down although financial savings still off the mark but will try to tighten belts someway or another ..

need some motivation for my small car man ..

*PS for Lincoln : not wanting to getting into other "debate" .. just to show you .. lol

taken from Ek9.org :

"For those who don't know, the chassis number represents the car's order in production and I think the facelift model starts again from 0. Mine is E-EK9-1000312 which means it was the 312th pre-facelift EK9 developed and today it turned 98000 km on the clock"

http://www.ek9.org/forum/general-chat/828-post-your-chassis-number.html

again i sae again .. just for your info .. not other "debate" again :D

Updates

2009-05-05T22:55:00.002+08:00

ahhh getting lazy to blog again ..

anyway ...

1) recently watch "Shinjuku Incident" .. not a bad movie ... immigrant movie

2) watch X men Origins : Wolverine ... a good movie , worth a second watch

3) improved my bowling technique better liao .. thanks to Mervin ... from 8-9 pounds change to 11-12 pounds

4) attracted to a bowling ball call T-Zone .. found out is meant to play straights .. nice colour also .. buying end of the mth ..

5) been slacking quite a few weeks at work .. stock run out , less goods to send .. always finish work ard 1-2pm but will change after todae (-_-")

tht's all for now

a sign to come ?

2009-04-29T18:21:00.003+08:00

Monday ..

a strange thing happen to me last nite ... was dreaming i with a grp of friends at some unknown places ... we was actually talking about 1 of our friend's gf who we do not like very much or much detest about her ..

out of nowhere ... my friend appear and he was taking a small knife moving towards us (specifically me ) ... our friends try to restrain him and he keep saying i badmouth his gf and make her unpopular everywhere .. in return i was explaining to him facts and we soon got into a heated arguement .. out of no where he broke loose and stab mi in the stomach...

i look at the knife and my blood flowing out from the wound .. his eyes was telling mi he has lost his basic conscience ... totally brainwashed by his gf .. past memories was recalled as i collapsed on the ground .. he was standing beside me .. just as i almost close my eye .. i saw his gf at a distant having a innocent look .. and things ended here ..

was this a sign to come ? i dunno .. i realise life changes when you had a gf .. the basic conscience tht u had has been brainwashed ..

man life sucks !

some specs tht i love to have ...

2009-04-26T23:56:00.003+08:00

some bo liao stuff tht i see on the net ... sometimes it takes someone to appreciate old cars .. how u manage to whip up your car depends on you .. only pple who appreciate the car will know it's worth .. otherwise it just remain a old car ..

starting with ..

Honda Civic EG6

Spoon Calipers
Endless/ Project u Rotors
DC2 Undercarriage
TODA Type C Camshafts, Gears, Valvesprings & Retainers mounted on Type R Head
JUN 1.8l Upstroke Kit
Cusco enlarged Stabilizer bars
Cusco frt. n Rear tower bars
Ohlins Suspensions
TODA Flywheels
Exedy Hyper Single clutch plate & Cover
4.785 FD
Cusco 1.5way LSD
KOYO Radiator- DC2 type
Skunk 2 Camber kit
ARC Low tempt themostat n Fan switch
ARC engine & mission oil cooler kits
Spoon Sport Exhaust system
Cusco Roll Cage
Bride Seats
SABELT racing Harness
TODA Engine Oil Pump Assy.
UR Underdrive Pulley
Power Enterprise Belt
AEM Intake Kit
JUN GT Surge Tank
4 throttle Manifold
Spoon Sport Engine Torque Damper
Cusco Brake pump stopper
Prelude Brake Master Pump
Sparco DeepDish Steering
DC sport Short Shifter
Apexi Power FC ECU
Spoon Sport Rims
TOYO Proxes R Tires
SARD Fuel Regulator
SARD Fuel pump
some 800cc Injectors
SKUNK2 Distributors
Denso no. 24 Racing Iridium Plugs

Honda Fit GD3

2005 Honda Jazz VTEC Silverstone

Engine :
CP Piston
Cunningham Rod
Sleeved by Golden Eagle
Cosworth Crankshaft
Siemens Injector
Custom GT30 Turbo
Tial Wastegate
HKS Blowoff
SARD Fuel Regulator
Walbro Fuel Pump
Haltech ECU
Quaife LSD

Suspension :
Aragosta

Wheel & Tires:
Volk Rays TE37
Yokohama A048

Stock : 67whp
Current : 405whp @ 1.9 bar

Honda S2000

522rwhp & 380Tq @ 19.5psi
91 octane, 85*F ambient, 2200ft elevation and a high-flow cat.
tuned by Bisi Ezerioha

Engine:
-Full Race Turbo kit with GT3076r .82AR V-Band
-Swaintech White Lightning Coated manifold & hotside
-Custom Inconel heat wrap/shield on manifold, turbo, wastegate, and downpipe by Advanced Thermal Products
-Custom V-Band 3" Stainless Dual Magnaflow exhaust by Royal Muffler with a HFC
-Benson Sleeved 87mm via Laskey Racing
-Pauter Rods
-CP 9:1 pistons
-Supertech Valves, springs, and Ti retainers
-ARP head studs
-AP2 cams
-Torco SR-5 racing oil
-Innovative Motor/tranny 60A mounts and 75A mount on the exhaust side.
-ACT Heavy Duty Pressure Plate
-ACT Street Disk (load capacity 383lbs... uh oh)
-Competition Flywheel 11.5lbs

Fuel:
-Walbro 255lph
-Injector Dynamics Saturated 1000cc injectors
-AEM FPR

Electronics:
-AEM 3.5 map sensor
-MAC boost solenoid
-AEM 1052 EMS
-Okada Coil Packs
-Modifry temp gauge fix
-Modifry Shift beeper

Miscellaneous:
-Visteon Radiator
-Safety-wired AND tack welded the turbo to manifold ARP bolts
-ARP exhaust header studs with OEM header nuts and Nordlock lock washers to fasten manifold to head... so far so good.
-Black Anodized FMIC
-Custom short shifter
-Custom 2 lb Stainless knob
-Custom Fuse Box heat blanket
-Horizon Performance A/C lines relocation kit.
-Relocated battery to trunk

those specs contain turbo specs ... thou not a fan of turbo .. pure Honda NA should be the way but well .. wonder how's the feeling sitting in a VTEC turbo ?

lol

btw share some joke on S2ki forum :

First time my boss sees the car he says, "so thats Honda's version of the Miata." A co-worker who's into the import thing and I both said, "no, Honda made a roadster long before the Miata came out". My boss says, "oh yeah, I forgot, they made the Del Sol". I wanted to punch him.

was at an Ihop with my friend. We were taking some fun twisties before stopping at the restaurant.

So me and him were discussing the last turn, where I left him in the dust (he has a Integra GSR, I/H/E).

Friend: Jesus man, you pulled away like I was standing still. How fast were you exiting the corner?
Me: About 50-55. After I hit VTEC I was gone.
Friend: ****ing shit man, I could barely keep up.
Me: Yeah, 8400 redline dawg.

So a waiter overheard us talking.

Waiter: Jesus Christ man! What do you drive with a near 9K redline?
Me: S2000.
Waiter: What is that, a Porsche?
Me: Nope, a little Honda.
Waiter: How many horses?
Me: 240.
Waiter: That's a crazy V6 man. My V6 only put down like 210.
Me: No sir, that's a 4-banger.
Waiter: ...can I get you something to drink?

Rudolf B-day

2009-04-26T23:40:00.002+08:00

hmm ..

wake up ard 12 pm todae ... awake by Lincoln's call to sae OG appear in Sunday times again .. ( think recently all the hype create by Singapore Pussy Holdings ) ... wake up and dress up before heading to buy a cope of the sunday times .. read it nothing fanastic article except various hotspot was mention being 1 of the fav places tht i frequent to was mentioned ..

Play abit NFS before dress up and bring Melody to Rudolf b-day ... on the way pick up Xx and head up Old Turf City K9 Campus to celebrate Rudolf 3rd b-day .. times pass fast .. still remember i attend Rudolf first b-day i still don have Mel yet .. yrs passed and he is now 3 le ...

stay there ard 5pm before Xx and her bf + mi went over to Old Turf City to have our er .. dinner ? .. makan and off we went to see cars ... walk ard and realise tht Second Gen Honda Fit 1.3 was price quite compeitive with ard $52k-$56k with ard 1-3 Gurantee COE bidding .. walk ard and saw only 2 S2000 Type S on sale .. Xx and her bf enquire finish before we head back to Jurong where i drop both of them at their home and i went back home ..

Bath Melody and start to slack and watch tv .. think gotta to slp soon ... work tml ..

anyway Happy Birthday Rudolf .. u still so handsome despite u r 3 ! :D

Roadblock

2009-04-24T23:22:00.001+08:00

hmm ..

this week is relatively "easy" week ... less goods to deliver ( due to out of stock at WH ) and back home before 4pm .. life is great for this week ..

Friday nite went bowling with Mervin , Leon and Dickson ... went to kallang ard 8pm + with Dickson then realise there is a charity bowl for "Marina Sands resort" pple .. so end up at East Coast Bowl .. but too bad also full .. so after slacking for 1 hr like tht .. decide to went back to Kallang .. Mervin left and meet us later .. so Dickson and i went ard KIC and realise there is LTA ( as claim by dicky ) at the usual carpark where we park .. realise tht those batch of guys probably from FN2R forums or K-series forums ... saw my fav car S2000 there also .. we went 1 rd before heading to Kallang Bowl and chill there before Lincoln call me to help him pick up Leon outside his hse rd ..

pick up Leon before heading to nearby Lin's hse SPC and meet them up before proceeding to KIC again ... Dick , Leon and me went to Kallang Bowl while Lin and Sab went to pastamania ( it close so they went somewhere else ) .. waited ard 45 mins before we get a lane .... so bowl until ard 12am mervin rejoin us to bowl until ard 2.30am mervin and us parted our ways ..

feeling bo liao off we went to "OG" and have a spin .. after passing fort canning tunnel we realise in front there is a LTA roadblock .. Dick and i panic and ask Leon to get off the veh while after we pass the the roadblock and we meet him up ... saw a Mitsubishi GTO kana pull over and a Honda EG9 or Esi being stopped as well .. pass the inspection and we pick Leon slightly off ard former Phoenix hotel .. continue our journey and off we went to Kallang Mac for breakfast .. realise i did not carry $$ so have to drive all the way to Leisure park to draw $ before having my norm 2 hotcakes ..

after tht send Leon and Diokson home before heading to slp and then back to work ....

Honda Sucks

2009-04-19T18:56:00.002+08:00

taken from Honda Club forum by a forummer ... wht he sae is pretty true .. the days of Honda Twin cam engine VTEC roaring is probably over ... sad man .. hope it will not follow Toyota to be a "target at moderate buyers market" ..it is against the wish of Soichiro Honda which himself said, that "there is no Honda without racing."

extract from SHC by a forummer call "Spunkett"

I've said it 2 years ago and it is prophetic now. Honda sux.

First they can the Integra Type R, then they tease us with concepts of the 'New NSX', the Acura ASC, only for them to abandon it in favour of a big front engine rear wheel drive cruiser. It's supposed to be an NSX dammit, the machine which took on Ferraris in its day!!! Then, they scrap that altogether. They start building lunchboxes.... Airwave, Stream, Edix, Crossroad..... fine looking cars yes. But where are the accompanying hot little screamers which used to fill up their product list? Then the Honda Ridgeline?!?! What on earth are they doing building pickups?!?! Ain't they supposed to be environmentally friendly? B16A, B18C, K20A, all given up in favour of environmentally friendly engines. Can you even find a Honda that will rev its engine in anger nowadays?!?! Oh wait, let's race in the pinnacle of fuel guzzling tree burning ozone depleting ice berg melting motorsports in a car painted blue and green to remind ourselves how much we love the earth! Dude.... we're in it to race!!! Not to finish last while wearing our hippy tree hugging colors! Takeo Fukui, I hate you. I was glad you left. But your successor was no better when he sold the F1 team to Brawn who won 1-2 barely 10 days later.... with a car which Honda fully paid for to develop!!!! Dude.... Brawn is as close to a modern day Colin Chapman as you can get! You employed him and you let him go after he creates his first car?!?! We were so close to finally getting onto the top step of the podium!!! I was happy when Brawn won. Honda gave birth to it, but now it wears someone else's name. Same mother, different father. But my heart wept a little as I sat there watching the race at the bar in my Mugen shirt. What could have been..... I even had the bartender design a freakin Honda drink. Championship white on the outside and a heart of red in a shotglass in the centre... flaming....

A little glimmer of hope though. They are still making the FD2R. A FWD which corners like a AWD, a machine that strikes fear in Evos round a corner. But even that is a lone soldier fighting a losing war. Back in the day, the Honda showroom was like going into a candy store. CRX, Civic VTi, DC2, Prelude, S2000, NSX...would you like that in Type R sir? I think I came a little just reading those names..... But now, even the S2000 is in its swansong year. And they have the balls to slap on a bodykit and a sticker then call it the 'Ultimate Edition'. No wonder I saw a Honda Freed this morning with a Red badge and a Type R emblem. That's all Honda is committing to exciting cars nowadays... a freakin sticker.

You know what the future of Honda will be? I can see it now. Honda will be building electric toasters and microwave ovens. Not just any regular oven. It will be mounted onto that dratted ASIMO thing so that the oven will walk to you when the food is ready and that perfectly articulated arm which shakes hands so competently will open its toaster belly and hand the food over to you. Perfect. Honda, the power of bread toasted to perfection dreams.

Let it be official now. Honda, you cheat my feeling for the past 17 years. Promised to let me rev and kui to the heavens but left me standing alone at the bar. Qi Pian Wo Gan Qing. Therefore I'll forsake you. I'll keep my little Honda screamer for as long as I can afford to. But after that, I'll buy a f-ing Toyota. At least they are honest about producing damp squibs.

Sway

2009-04-19T18:44:00.002+08:00

damn ...

this week really damn sway .. thursday and friday kana egg in my van , both at AMK Big Mac Centre and Lin's hse respectively .. damn the fa*ker who did tht ..

anyway .. fri was bz thru out the day and till the night ... work till 7.30pm .. rush back to JP to meet my insurance agent , then to home , then to Lin's hse to eat pizzas .. after all the makan went to Kallang Leisure park to watch 17 again .. after tht a few games of pool-ling .. then went back to Lin's hse ( tht was the time i discovered there is egg on my van .. ) , went to car wash and wash the damn egg off .. then finally back home ..

Yesterday leh .. i OVERSLEPT in the morning .. wake up faster get changed .. then off to workshop to service my L300 .. relax at the workshop before going back to office to report .. hang out there less than 1 hr before taking full load of cupboard and sell them off .. went back home and bring Melody for grooming .. shave her off ( due to now she is shedding ) .. by the time reach home already 6.30pm .. have a quick shower before went off to slp ..

Wake up at 9.30pm .. call the guys .. then have dinner .. before 1.20am ++ rush off to Cini for movie .. watch the movie "Taken" ... quite a good movie in terms of action stuff .. after movie .. at carpark saw this ego young punk driving a SSS with 2 gals onboard .. think trying to kajiao mi ( bad choice ) .. by specs and weight i lose him .. chase him all the way at Orchard Road at the rate of 50km/h to the junction of CHIMES before heading to Mac for Supper ? after tht went back home again ..

ah .. now waiting patiently for my Need for Speed Undercover .. damn downloading so slow at 52.3% now .. can't wait to play ..

Confusion

2009-04-14T00:10:00.004+08:00

Sometimes fate just took a unpredicted twist in your life , you thought u has just finish 1 hurdle and there is no more ahead ... but unexpectedly other hurdle suddenly appeared ... wht should u do ?

hurdle after hurdle i keep telling myself is just Psychology tht does the tricks , as long don think u will be steady .. sadly tht is not the case .. it just an attack of the mind tht leads mi to a state of confusion and chaos ...

i admitted seeing the stuff do make mi intimdated and downhearted ... is easier to sae don think of it .. but somehow the thought slowly creep into your mind .. tht pretty sucks .. somemore she is a person which i think hard to establish good contact ..

neverthless i hanging on .. dunno how much i can bear ... i still fine atm .. the Chris which often disregard things .. hopefully he can be back soon ....

Random Thoughts

2009-04-12T04:40:00.001+08:00

连你都会残忍隔绝
我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭
为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切
卡住了我让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独隔离寂寞地盘旋

全世界都停了电全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

全世界都停了电全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈
像一个句点

Disappointment

2009-04-11T06:15:00.000+08:00

to the guy up there :

i dunno why ..i got a friend just feel stucked up at times ... friends told him it was a simple thing yet he don dared to do it ... why ? simply because he don have courage ..

tonight while we at yishun eating dinner .. Lin & Sab was asking him to call C out to watch movie .. why he do ? stoning there .. hesitating and hesitating and nothing has been done.

he feel sort of guilty when he saw both their face .. he angry at himself why he unable to do a simple task .. Disappointment was written all over Lin & Sab's face ( or was it otherwise ?) , they can just don't bother and just go out with him and sae nothing .. yet they willing to give advice , ask him to take initiative to ask her out and spur him on .. yet he let them down by doing nothing and stoning .. yes wtf he doing ? i sure he hate himself pretty much ..

he do admit tht rejection is hard for him to take , given tht he encountered so many bad experience over the years , is like been thru hell and back and it left a scar on him .. yes he can talk to my female friends very normally over the fone but why the situation changed when it comes to C ? fark up rite ? Sometimes he have the urge to msg and talk to her .. but in the end ? DONE NOTHING ! like Lin sae .. continue to wait lor .. wait until pple get married then he starts action lor ..

he deserved tht comnment .. the truth always hurts .. if he want C , he is the only person who can get it , not to ask friends to help to jio or wait for her like a farking moron to sms or call .. he is not heading anywhere nearer to her if he do nothing and just wait ? NO , it just make him feel distant and just make her mind erase who r him ..

from outside , she seems to be very loving to her bf , he admit he got pretty 'scare' by it. but wht are the real situation ? yes the situation is like tht for now but tht does not mean things will not changed ... if he don try he get absolutely nothing , pure nothing and he just can rot at 1 side and just fark off .. risk are high but no risk no gain .. simple logic ..

damn Chris .. just go self reflect on yourself ... no courage , tons of excuses as high as mountain , make friends disappointed in you when they can just don care .. u just ought to shoot yourself and just die off like tht .. the earth will be a better place to live in ..

if you want C , u better farking buck up and make up your mind and bring your courage/balls back , rejection will be there but as long u put in effort , u can sae tht u put in effort and u die no regrets .. if u don want then stay put and don whine when C gets married or intimate stuff are done .. just go self reflect .. how much have friends spur u and encourage you ? are u letting down your friends ? like Lin sae .. u are farking 24 now .. so wtf you are doing when your surrounding friends 1 by 1 getting gf and get married ? self reflect pls ..

to Lin & Sab : Chris dunno if both of you are reading his blog but he will like to tell you from his bottom of his heart : Thanks you , words can't express much but tht's all he can express to the fullest , without the both of you , he will not make his small puny start .. your advices , your encouragement he fully and gratefully appreciated ..whether success or failure he still like to once again sae again : Les Gracias

Easter Day

2009-04-10T23:59:00.001+08:00

Rest day finally arrived .... 3 days of rest really feel song ... time to have a mini party ya ...

anyway ..

todae was quite a normal day ... 5.00pm+ went to see some insurance agent who CLAIMED tht 1 of my close friend intro him to me ... well i don really buy his story ... chatted until 8pm before Lincoln called me and ask mi whether to watch Knowing ... i sae i alrite with it .. got nothing to do anyway ... called up dick and leon ... both of them don want to go .. so ya only lin , sab and i went to yishun to watch Knowing ..

plot was not bad ... but the ending SUCKS BIG TIME ... screwed up .. after watching movie went to Kallang mac to slack abit .. before i going to OG for a spin .. before heading home ..

tht's all for Easter Day ...

Fast and Furious 4

2009-04-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmm ..

Sat when to watch F&F 4 ... not so bad .. but if compared to the previous F&F : Tokyo Drift ... then i think this F&F 4 is bad ... too much detective story and too little of racing ..

after watching the movie ... always got the rush to zua my van ... but too bad ... always the case .. zua abit at OG but release gas once hit expressway ... enough fun of it for a short while .. :)

Legendary Van down

2009-04-01T23:59:00.004+08:00

ahh ..

todae really sway ... morning thought tht todae can do swee swee after finish after delivery to the outlets ... who knows tht happens tht reach Suntec the pass office change location .. must walk farking far .. sway lor ... but heng tht NB delivery guy also with mi .. so he helped mi to change instead both of us go ...

KNN wait for at least 15 mins before i saw the guy ... he sae it damn farking far la ! nvm Suntec finish i go to ECP-> KPE .. knn a cb Toyota Hiace turbo come tailgate my backside ... is this type of "challenger" i want meet on the road .. but is at a wrong location $%^#^%&%^*^%^*^$& .... if it is at any expressway except KPE i gladly take him on ..... cb ...

then nvm ... while on the way back from Eastpoint to 1 of the outlet at Tiong Bahru ... at ECP Keppel Exit my gear stick screw broke ... waa really cb .. then "wandering" at Shenton Way and end up stopping at Junction of Palmer Road and Shenton Way ... zzz .. LL lor call Tow truck ... i waited from 5.30pm - nearly 7.30pm sia .... LL tow back to coy frequent workshop ... by the time finish all the nonsense and rest at home already 9.30pm +++ ...

haiz tired sia ... but not without good news ... finally so many attempts ... finally get C's number .. 1 battle won ... but uphill task ahead ..

God bless man !

The duckie is back again

2009-03-31T00:11:00.002+08:00

after 1 yr 3 mths of absence ..

the Duckie is back ... !!!! ... this past 1 yr seriously is very lazy to blog ... but after seeing my surrounding friends and even my sis (lol) keep blogging like mad ... so decide to revive it ..

oh btw thanks Leon ... he inspired mi to updated and "tidy" up this blog ... Thanks Duke .. er i mean dude ...

ok tht's all for time being ... should find interesting shits to post ;)

New Year Resolution

2008-01-01T20:05:00.000+08:00

Well New Year must have New Year Resolution for the coming year ... shall set a more realistic goals for this yr :

1) Feed my bank account with $$ - with yr end savings turnout for 08 at least $4.8k
2) be happy
3) soon soon li li for the yr of 08

cannot set too much resolution , if not it is hard to achieve it 3 will be enough for this yr...

Reflect on New Yr Resolution 2007

2007-12-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

hm... time for a new yr resolution ..in the past the only new yr resolution i have is wish for a gf .. well i will not appear no matter i wish for other 30 yrs .. well fark it !!! anyway time for an new era .. change of resolution ..
1) Save up to build a new computer - must do it
2) Feed my bank account with $$ ..
3) save up $$ for next year taiwan trip
4) get a Shiba Inu by this year ( hopefully)
5) visit breeders place at Aussie ( hopefully)
6) change of blog skin .. moving away from the old era

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Well it seems that i only manage to did no 2/6 out of 6 new resolution of 07 .. shall buck up with that.

Birthday

2007-11-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

phew ~...

long time nv updated blog again .. damn lazy again ...

anyway today quite a normal day in the daytime .. nothing much to do except to sleep ... well meet up with few buddies later for some drinking session .. arghh screwed i think i gotta "sabo" by them ..

anyway once in a while gathering ... happy jiu hao right ? phew ..

anyway for this birthday other than my usual wish (having a gf) ... now got new additional wishes hehe ..

1) to strike in toto jackpot .. 3million of something !!!!
2) after striking toto 3 million ... straightaway head to parallel importer order 1 evo 9 Japanese-spec from Japan ...

see is a simple wish (more like a dream )...

feelings..

2007-10-30T00:23:00.000+08:00

hmm...

it is really really long since i last updated my blog ... ok simply because i am lazy lol ... well already so occupied with real-life business .. where got time to blog .. ok tht's simple an excuse ..

it has been nearly 1 yr since i drop my feelings for bell .... after taking a sufficient mental rest , finally i back in the "game" .. sharper and perhaps better than b4 ... hahaha ..

well those guys who have galfriends ... have you ever wondered yourself like holding to a Championship ? where tons and tons of challengers willing to de-throne you ? and u barely sneak out a victory ? well some do some just relaxed over the issue ..

oh well individual thoughts ... how long relationships are formed and foundations izzit strong , trust is strong enough ? these are some points to note ..

well why i saying all this ? because well being out-of-the-game for so long , i finally back into the "game" ..

like i say i be sharper and better than b4 , i learn from past mistake i had ( i hope ) .. so time is right here , right now ... haha ..

Silent and deadly , i ready to aim my venom at anyone ... let no time waste ..

i ready to challenge your "Championship" ...

Time to play the "Game" ...

Tribute to my dear friend - Snowby

2007-09-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

haiz ..

lately really busy to blog .. is either i too tired .. or just don feel like blogging .. anyway today have to make a post because of my dearest friend who has left me ... she is Snowby the good-tempered Golden Retriever ..

well originally this pretty gal was actually give up by her owner because owner going oversea ... so poor her was abandon at SPCA .. starting she just a normal GR u can find in the streets .. but then wht caught me is her ability to play tricks .. basically she knows paw , bang , down all those commands .. also she is cute in a way because she always holding her toys in her mouth.

think of it Melody and her is actually Kennel mates ... to be honest i hate to make decisive decision and Snowby and Melody is the 1 i had to make a choice between the 2. Originally i have strong desire to take Snowby home with me being she is already well-trained and obedient .. but the she can be quite barky probably if leave alone .. wher else Melody is quiet and don't get jealous even i keep playing with Snowby so in the end the decision to take which dog happens to be Melody.

i have thought of boarding her but it will be very very very unfair for Snowby because she needs love and care also. And to make things worst i can't find any friends who is interested in Snowby (my other friend who is interested does not want).. out of no choice i had to part with Snowby.

Well , to me Snowby is not just an ordinary dog to me , she is my confidante , my buddy and of cos my friend.every day in her kennel i will always stroke her and talk to her and sometimes even groom her.i know when Snowby is put out in the pound , 1 fine day the friendship between us got to end and it happen on 26.09.2007 .. Snowby left me when i was going out for calls. Perhaps i selfish but i just don't trust Snowby into the hands of other person who is taking care of her but there is nothing i can do also :(

Perhaps also the only regret is i did not have the chance to say goodbye to her but if i have the time and have transport , i will definitely make a trip to Snowby's home and see how's she is doing.Probably because of my relationship with her is so strong that i keep missing her day and night , i wish she just beside me :(

my wish is to have Snowby and Melody together running in WCDR but i think the wish is probably a mere dream only ... haiz ...

Snowby , if u able to feel my feelings , i hope u do take care of yourself when i not around with you ok ? if i have the resources i will visit you if i can.

haiz ...

Melody

2007-08-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

hmm....

it has been quite someetime since i last post ... ok i admit turning lazy again to blog ....nowadays is working and resting at home more and more agggh.... turning more no life ..

Today Melody come back to home already ... finally i have my first dog liao :D .....i took notice of her because of her unusual color appearance , she is brown/white(red&white in Shiba Inu standard) ... and she has 65% look of a Shiba , best part her tail is curl up exactly liker a Shiba !

Bring her to TPY South CC .. have a Pawz BBQ session there ... event ended ard 8.30pm+ b4 i took a cab home with Melody .. back home , Mum frown upon i bring home Melody but i will sae Melody is really too cute to be resisted hahahaha ...

set up Playpen and lay newspaper on it ... she already exhausted her energy in the gathering , so coming home no barking and slp almost immediately.. quite a nice&quiet gal i will say ..

look like i going to be bz for quite awhile ...

Melody - my life for now ~~

Liberation of my Soul

2007-08-06T03:47:00.001+08:00

hmm..

suddenly feel like liberating myself , my soul and my friends ... after reading on "Liberation of Paris" make mi wonder when there is time for me to be liberate ?

i feel like i am an island , island being occupied by Axis of Evil ... wish to liberate myself but have no means to ..

sian sian sian ... when will my time to rejoice over my liberation ?

神雕侠侣 The Return of the Condor Heroes

2007-07-25T19:31:00.000+08:00

hmmm..

just finish see-ing The Return of the Condor Heroes 2006 on Youtube , quite a nice pretty show ... of course nice pretty gals like Liu yifei hahaha ..

out of so many "series" make ... i think this current 1 probably the nicest de lor .. also follow closely to Jinyong's book de ..

see finish this really make me want to see "The Legend of Condor Heroes" or 射雕英雄传 .. according to wikipedia , it seems Ariel Lin and Hu Ge is making this "The Legend of Condor Heroes" ... so we shall see ba ...

rating for this show : 8/10 ba ..

Road Hoggers

2007-07-21T19:21:00.000+08:00

damn ..

really damn piss off until i had to blog down this article ..

really dunno why ... Singaporeans love to hog the expressway or even normal roads !!! can u imagine anot tht when i drive ard *0km/h ( haha not going to reveal how fast drive) ... there is still some farkers trying to hog the centre lane of the expressway especially ..

i notice tht those usually hog the line usually is Ladies , pple talking on the fone , old pple ... waa lau their speed is ard only 60-65km/h only lor ... and yet still hog the expressway .. i already v.slow liao and always make mi overtake them .. bloody idiots ...

i don't mind sharing expressway with them , afterall they pay roadtax also , but pls if want drive slow move to lane 3 and not lane 2 !!! sometimes u want go to your destination fast also cannot ... is not like the whole stretch of expressway have Traffic Police wht ... if they drive ard 80km/h i still can take it ... cb still drive at 60km/h ... wtf ..

really piss off .. driving can make pple high blood pressure

Tribute to Tara , the X-GSD

2007-07-09T20:22:00.000+08:00

Haiz ..

finally Tara has left me for good ( i hope) .. the days i had spend with her is simple wonderful ... maybe not to the extend i with Coco .. but then is still a dog-human relationship i do treasure v.much ..

Tara was first reported lost and was found in a condo , it was i who bring her to SPCA ... at first glance , she don look like a normal GSD ... look more like a Singapore Special .. she was cautious but not scared .. i had a pretty hard time putting her in a carrier ..

Bringing her to SPCA is just a normal job for me .. at first i thought she might be PTS .. but then miracle strike , she go past holding and to Qurantine ... i was pleasantly surprised tht she managed to avoid the needle ... since then when i free , i will go into her kennel to play with her way up to she being adopted ..

This gal ah .. is really special .. she will purposely pick a fight with others when i am in her kennel ! but when i left her kennel .. she become diam diam !! ... sometimes also dunno how to handle her for she has a weird character .. not forgetting because she is attached to me .. whenever i touch other dog or go into other dog kennel , she will bar and "scream" .. something like my gf ... haha ... she get jealous easily when i just simply sayang other dog ..

well .. lastly she has been adopted to a good family who loves her .. just hope she will not be back to SPCA ...

Tara ! be good to your master ... serve him/her well , i will remember u forever :)

After a long long rest ...

2007-07-05T18:56:00.000+08:00

it has been more than 3 mths since my last post ..

have to admit i been lazy to log in to blog .. also been bz with my confirmation with SPCA .... also to prevent Nazis for targetting my blog lol ...

have a quick update for now :

tio confirmation as Animal Handling Officer with SPCA ... colleague is great .. everyday on the road also there is something interesting ..

also tribute to Crystal the Pom , Coco the Golden Retriever ... just wonder how u 2 are .. especially Coco .. haiz..

well going to be regimental in saving my $$ for next 3 yrs or so .. hopefully by then can realise my dream ..

ok tht's all for now .. will be blogging now and then ..

Updates

2007-04-03T18:45:00.000+08:00

lately lazy to log in .. so do a quick update ..

- Natas fair 2007 is a tiring but enjoyable .. of cos got know gals la haha ...

-watch TMNT

- New spec make le .. hair also done

- got a job at SPCA .. get to interact with animals .. tiring but fun

anyway i dunno why suddenly i feel i kana VIOLATED OF MY HUMAN RIGHTS ... oh oh .. i forgot some c.......... are "Socialist" ... dunno which leh ..

did i sae anything ? spot anything i sae ? no ? shut up and fark off

Hana Kimi

2007-03-15T05:18:00.000+08:00

hmm..

finally watch finish 花樣少年少女 or Hanazakarino Kimitachihe ( Hana Kimi in short ) in youtube .. really a nice movie ... no wonder pple has praise for Ella and Wu Zun in this show .. well kinda miss it .. worth a second watch ...

Story involve a gal call Lu Ruixi fall in love with a guy Zuo Yu Quan who is a high jump athlete .. then from US fly over to Taiwan to study same sch with Quan .. who is happen to her room-mate as well ... then different happening happens ard her and love develop between her and quan ..

rating-wise i think i give 9/10 ba ...

just hope it got a part II to this .. not only show nice .. main theme and ending also nice .. wht to do ... haha ..

Letters from Iwo Jima

2007-03-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

hmm...

Second day of the week .. Tuesday ..

today wake up relatively early of 10.30am ... as usual standard routine wash up and log into computer ... was puzzled by news tht alot of parts in SG has tremor when i feel nothing in my home .. damn .. miss the "fun" ..

went out at 2.00pm to International Plaza to look for Jobs ... reach International Plaza ard 3.30pm .. it has been 3-4 yrs since i last step into IP ... went up to 33th floor ... and then arrive at Kelly Services IP Branch .. waited for awhile before the staffing consultant just pass me a name card and e-mail the person on the card my resume .. wht the .. come all the way because of a card ....... ZZZZ ..

Neverthless lucky i got other plans .. originally stated to meet tudi de .. end up last min she can't make it .. so i went to PS to see "Letters of Iwo Jima" at 3.40pm.. reach there just nice 3.30pm ... so buy my ticket .. go for toilet breaks .. before going in at 3.50pm .. show starts offically at 4.00pm .. the show itself i will sae 8 ... (consist of abit of laughter , sadness and real-life images ) ... story of the movie as follow :

it is abt a soldier (mainly) call Private Saigo, a conscript in the Imperial Japanese Army and a Commanding General call Lieutenant General Tadamichi Kuribayashi ... it portray preparation works during 1944 in Iwo Jima and the battle take place in Iwo Jima starting Feb 19 1945 .. interesting .. Pte Saigo was the 1 of the 2 survivor in the movie ( actually there is 1 more but i dunno his name) ..he really damn heng .. bomb drop in front of him and nv exploded .. caught between crossfire and nv die , was accused being a coward and nearly beheaded but was save by the CG .. haha ..lucky chap indeed ..

Show end ard 6.10pm .. play abit of KoF XI and went home ard 8.00pm ...

damn tired ...

A Pursuit of Happyness

2007-03-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

hmm..

today is monday ... monday blues .. sucks day for me ..

early in the morning went out to polyclinic and see doctor due to my sore throat ( too much of concert tht's why) .. saw Shen Leng there surprisely .. well long time nv saw him since we graduated from sec sch .. now he is in 46 SAR .. GLHF for him ..

talk cock to him before waiting for my registration number ... now pre-registration at Jurong Poly is already computerise ( or was it all poly clinic ?? ) ... went for at least 45 mins for my registration to appear .. luckily got SL to talk cock ... get my number and room num then continue to talk cock to SL before he left home ... waited abt other 30 mins before my turn was called ..

Collect medicine .. total cost is $14.50 ( argg .. Adult consultation from $8.00 become $8.00 .. thanks once again who vote for MIWs .. ) ... went to Old Jurong West central 7-11 to pay my overdue hp bills ... other $50 fly off just like tht .. i getting poorer and poorer day by day .. then went home .. on the way home went to eat lunch and my void deck kopi tiam before arriving home ard 12.30pm ..

Back home .. ate medicine and start to log into my computer .. dunno wht the shit happen .. mum start her "chanting sutra" .. originally got mood of play game and rest at home turn up to be spoilt by her .. end up dress up and let to meet Markie who is at Westmall collecting stuff from his friend .. then we meet up at JE on the way going to PS ..

Reach PS ard 5.00pm .. decide to see movie .. i originally keen to watch "Letters from Iwo Jima" but Markie not keen to watch .. so end up we watch " A Pursuit of Happyness " .. overall upon 10 i give 7.5 rating ba ... is a touching story abt Chris Gardner .. who is homeless but determined to fight his life for a better future ..

after show end went to Carrefour to buy some pizza and water before going outside PS those stone chair to TCSS ... before we left for home ... reach home ard 12.30am le .. so tired ... time to slp liao ...

ciaoz for now ..

Just Follow Law

2007-02-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

hmm..

today wake up after a night of partying last nite ... wake up at 6pm .. meet Markie at PS for dinner before going to see the anticipate movie of "Just Follow Law"...

originally wanted to see at PS de .. but PS left front row so bo bian went to TBP to see ... arrived at TBP by MRT ard 8.40pm ... book our ticket before we went to par some game and walk ard before waiting to see our movie ...

After tht 9.30pm went in to see movie ... show started ard 10mins of commerical ( as usual sian..) then show start liao ..

Rating of the show : 8.5 /10 ..

as usual .. Jack Neo movie capture the common life of our society .. but this time not much of sad part but alot (and i really meant ALOT) of laughter ... some part also remind the days back in NS ... haha .. oh .. Fann was damn sexy in 1 part too ..

some quote from the show :

"there is 4 Bs in my principle , bang sai , bai lou(pee) , bang piu (fart) and lastly bang gang (knock off for work) "

"in Public Sector , do more = make more mistake , do less = make less mistake , don do anything = no mistake"

"Cc = Cover Ca-ching(backside) , Bcc = Better Ca-ching(backside)"

"Singaporean got you like tht , tht's why everything cannot do properly"

"Everyone talk abt "Black and White" in fact they are cowards"

overall a nice movie la .. those who sae is "this is a typical singaporean movie" think back .. how true it portrays the real life of common pple .. is worth it to see definitely .. it also indirectly portrays the english and chinese/hokkien speaking communities also haha ...

lastly on top of the 4 quote i got 1 additional quote from myself :p

"Singaporean got pple who is kiasi tht's why we have a ....... like a Soviet-like ....... "

River Hong Bao 2007

2007-02-21T23:53:00.000+08:00

hmm..

as usual american time me ... wake up at 7.00pm today ...

not long after i wash up Markie call me saying he was in River Hong bao .. so ask mi whether wanna to come anot .. so ok lor i thought since also bo work so go out walk walk also good ..

left home ard 8.30pm after having dinner .. reach City hall ard 9.10pm .. so went to find Markie .. guess what ? on the way to Esplanade .. there is this place where they put up Arts stuff ... i saw .....

RIOT OF THE BLOOD CLONE ( or was it her ?)

waa lau but my intuition tell me is not her .. cos why ? the lady look prettier ... and taller .. also feel strange .. instead of blood riot .. i feel amuse .. in this world there is a clone of Riot of The Blood ... BahaHaHaHa ... anyway fark it ... left the place and went to Esplanade outdoor performance concert ... oh .. the band was playing Cantonese old hits of Beyond .. so soothing when listening to childhood songs .. of cos sing along too ... after awhile Markie came ..

then off we went to River hong Bao .. Markie and i walk to the food tentage .. Markie ask mi to smell smelly toufu .. and u know what ? instead of smelling the toufu smell ( which i don find it smelly !) i smell like got pple vomit at the river .. i feel like puking sia after just taken dinner not long ago .. so walk walk see see ... nothing much as usual ...

after tht tcss at Esplanade b4 an idea sprang up ... i feel like eating something so i ask Markie wanna go .. he agree so off we went to LPS lor ... walk ard the Market b4 deciding i eat satay afterall i long time nv eat ... call 5 sticks each of Chicken and Mutton .. while Markie buy western and popiah ... eat and talk cock until 11.40pm we part and go our respective ways ..

so tired ... am i lucky or sway to see Riot Of The Blood clone ? haha ..

the chaos continue ...

Chinese New Year

2007-02-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

hm... finally

CNY le ! .. although nothing special ... but at least is still part of Chinese culture .. so i am enjoying it ..

anyway ... todae i went to KTV session in Cini ... meet up with Markie at Cini at 8.30pm .. went to LJS to makan ... after i buy my meal Markie than appear .. follow by his friend Zhengxin ..

after eating quickly went up to 5th lvl and start to sing sing .. meet up with Zhengxin colleague call Darren .. then start singing and talk cock .. awhile later 2 more pple come ... so total 6 pple .. sing sing until later Darren's friendster friends (is gal ) but then ......... u know la ...

then after tht sing sing sing until Markie friend come .. abit turn off so i pull Markie go toilet .. unexpectly Darren follow closely behind .. so end up we 3 go down Cini "tcss" ... after awhile go back and pay bill .. then went to lvl 8 K-pool play awhile .. unfortunately we play for awhile 5.30am then left the place ... talk cock awhile .. during our conversation we talk abt Supernatural stuff .. talk awhile then talk abt Gods ..

Dunno is wht i talk abt "Moon God or Yue Lao" who in charge of Mortal love affairs .. cos i ask where got Moon God temple .. so they sae got Telok Blangah got .. so we 4 went to Telok Blangah to pray pray .. also to ask for our luck in love .. but we don have our neccesary item to pray so go nearby buy ... then buy le come back temple pray to all the Gods .. follow by request to Moon God on our request .. waa lao i so nervous lor .. luckily i manage to do the procedure rite .. hehe..

After praying go back home le .. so tired .. by the time i reach home already 10.30pm .. tht's goes my CNY Eve and CNY chu yi le ..

After all the hassle .. i really proud tht i am a Chinese .... hopefully next life i also too ...

Finally ..

2007-02-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmm..

quite a long time nv post le .. well actually quite lazy to post also need to log in and stuff like tht haha ...

anyway just a little update .. finally finish painting the whole house .. looks abit cleaner and not so rundown ... a sense of satisfaction hehe ... CNY is almost here .. also just in time to finish too ..

hmm also todae is Budget Day rite .. damn de ... GST raise from 5% to 7% WEF from July 1 .. xie xie to those 66% once again for this type of nonsense shit .. anyway fark it wait 4 yrs later ba then kpkb ..

anyway other than finish painting .. finally tudi todae finally (ya FINALLY) make my wallpaper ready .. xie xie her tht she forgot to help mi do -.- !! .. cute la she zz .. originally this picture got someone de .. but then since is over le .. so she is not included inside .. very nice la actually i will sae .. for a designer student like her hehe ..

anyway tht's the little update for now ... log off now ..

oh ya change to new blog really bu fang bian .. still prefer the old 1 ...

Recently

2007-02-06T04:24:00.000+08:00

just few days/weeks ago .. Markie send mi a sad song .. i find it meaningful so i translate into english just for fun .. pardon my poor translation ^^ ..

Song Title : Recently ,最近
Singer : Sam Lee , 李圣杰

Recently you did not talk ,
what & why happen
izzit there is thing tht makes you unhappy,
i heard you recently very alone , confuse and panic ..
but i unable to accompany by your side

what you want but i unable to give you in full
wht i can give is not what you want
we are unsuitable yet we don't wish to admit defeat
there a few time we hug each other feel like crying

you often explain all these incident is just a beginning
i feel all of these is time to put an end to it
don't want to continue , don't wish to feel hurt
next time there is a better path of love.

Recently you did not talk ,
what & why happen
izzit there is thing tht makes you unhappy,
i heard you recently very alone , confuse and panic ..
but i unable to accompany by your side

what you want but i unable to give you in full
wht i can give is not what you want
we are unsuitable yet we don't wish to admit defeat
there a few time we hug each other feel like crying

you often explain all these incident is just a beginning
i feel all of these is time to put an end to it
don't want to continue , don't wish to feel hurt
next time there is a better path of love.

Love , i unable to give you in full
wht i can give is not what you want
we are unsuitable yet we don't wish to admit defeat
there a few time we hug each other feel like crying

you often explain all these incident is just a beginning
i feel all of these is time to put an end to it
don't want to continue , don't wish to feel hurt
next time there is a better path of love.

S.H.E perfect 3 Concert ..

2007-01-27T23:59:00.001+08:00

hmm...

so tired .. finally back from the concert ..

hmm .. today morning nv sleep well .. kana wake up 2-3 times because of sms and call .. anyway wake up at 4pm to prepare for concert ..

after that par abit of game then finally left home ard 7pm ... by the time reach kallang MRT 8pm ( concert start at 8pm on PAPER .. but in actual fact start at 8.30pm .. no fear ) .. was rushing from MRT to Indoor Stadium lor .. on the way many pple turn up watching SG v Malaysia of ASEAN Cup Semi Final leg 2 ..

almost reaching Indoor Stadium .. hear the kallang roar .. remind back in Malaysia Cup era of 94 .. anyway good memories .. reach Indoor Stadium about 8.15pm .. after tht check in etc de .. 8.20pm liao .. concert not even started .. so relax abit lor .. until 8.30pm concert start .. S.H.E come out le .. singing their intro song of "lian ren wei man" ..

at this point of time Selina do a solo Latin dance( was it Latin dance i not sure ) but she is farking hot and wild lor .. i really cannot imagine tht if Selina go chiong i think all the gals can stand 1 side liao haha .. anyway almost end of her performance her mini skirt tio stuck so end up she pek cek and do away with her mini skirt and show her safety pants .. which other concert she nv did b4 haha .. anyway also nothing to see so not interesting . but her performance really is swee and hot ..

of cos not going into full segment of the concert ( like tht i buy ticket go see for wht ?) but an appearance by Farenheit ( S.H.E shidi) ... after a few songs by them .. i think they got potential to be a really good idol boyband ( perhaps better than F4) .. surprisely when the 4 member intro themself..

WU ZUN gets the most cheer and applause from the crowd .. sae to admit but he really really farking handsome sia .. wht to do .. if i am a gal i sure idolize him .. haha.. after Farenheit sing finish then some singing by S.H.E then follow by a appearance by Sun Yanzi .. i was abit surprised tht Yanzi voice don look like her voice .. her singing don seems her singing ( perhaps first time see her sing live .. it was also during this time the tempo climb to the max because S.H.E and Yanzi combine sing " First Day" .. 1 of Yanzi song .. ( knn the sound effect hurts my ears sia) ..

After tht 2 songs by Yanzi then S.H.E again .. end of the part i surprised Hebe knows how to drum sia ( those rock band those musical instrument consist of drums) .. and drum really is v.skill lor .. haha .. after 2 song by S.H.E .. concert finish le ... tht was ard 11.00pm liao..

After that walk to Kallang MRT station and dare it !! $%^$&$#^@%&%^%& .. MRT staff sae MRT close !!!!!!!!!!!!! knn nv sae any reason also ( maybe too many pple cos Kallang Stadium fans + S.H.E fans = too many) .. then bo bian lor .. topo(nav) my way until i walk until ITE Balestier campus II ... from there take cab to Orchard .. while waiting for NR 5 ( i was waiting at MU busstop) .. 1 grp of street car racers race past the busstop and make 2 rounds b4 NR 5 came ( this shows how "fast" NR 5 is ) ..

take NR 5 and reach home ard 2.30am .. rest and eat 2 packet of noodle .. don't talk le time to log off ..

Verdict of S.H.E Concert : Good Performance but was marred by screwed up sound system ..

new era , new hairstyle , new changes

2007-01-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

hmm..

today finally get my hairstyle done ...

finally shed away my schoolboy image le .. somesort of miss it sia .. afterall it has been with mi for 7-8 yrs liao .. suddenly change hairstyle .. is nice but i do feel weird .. maybe need time to adjust ba ..

anyway today meet with wif tudi aka ah vic .. think abt it it has been 4 yrs since we last meet up le .. meet tht chiobu to lavender make her passport as she is going Taiwan after she graduate ( haiz .. so hao ming .. when my turn ah ) .. originally thought can renew and go but now use bio-metric passport all renew passport will be make a new 1 .. (luckily i renew mine at CMPB until 09 hehe ) ...

after tht ard 5.00pm reach wheellock place the hair salon Jiwon recommend by kim .. so go try out .. i will sae not bad ba .. shampoo + haircut + shampoo + haircut + blow dry hair + style .. stylist also comment on my hair is fine .. need to dye black or dark brown to make it more "hair" ... also cannot grow too long hair cause my fair too soft cannot support .. poorthing sia mi haiz ..

after tht should be ard 6.30pm+ le .. originally want treat tudi go seoul garden de .. but we could not find any in orchard so we went to Far East to eat chicken rice .. after that went ard Far East to shop for my clothes ... went to 1 of the shop and fit 2 shirts .. not bad so bought it .. cost abt $110 ba .. nvm democractization ma .. spend abit more is worth it .. haha for a joke .. the shop assistant thought tudi was my gf .. haha and keep hinting mi why nv jio her .. haiya she my sister ma .. how can rite ? (HAHAHA)

after that went to Taka go walk walk ... eat icecream and talk cock walk around .. then lastly before go back went to Art friends she buy something for her project and we went to WATSONS (OMG IT SUC*) ... to buy hairspray and wax ..( think of the picker anyhow throw i sian liao) ..then we go home le ..

tht's all for today folks ... new era , new changes , everything new .. of cos a new me ~!

New era , new changes

2007-01-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

As promise ,

i have change my blogskin to a better 1 perhaps ... no more "girly" or "sadness" stuff le ..

move on to the new era !

anyway hope everyone likes it ..

personally i find it cool .. hehe ..

ok blog next time .. no time now ..

sign off for now ~~

*ps pls comment on my blogskin on the tagboard thanks *

2007 : New Year Resolution

2007-01-01T00:39:00.000+08:00

hm... time for a new yr resolution ..

in the past the only new yr resolution i have is wish for a gf .. well i will not appear no matter i wish for other 30 yrs .. well fark it !!! anyway time for an new era .. change of resolution ..

1) Save up to build a new computer - must do it

2) Feed my bank account with $$ ..

3) save up $$ for next year taiwan trip

4) get a Shiba Inu by this year ( hopefully)

5) visit breeders place at Aussie ( hopefully)

6) change of blog skin .. moving away from the old era

lastly ..

Always be smooth sailing in my yr 07 .. not so many problem for me in 07 can le ..

if got anymore resolution then add on hehe

2006 : a reflect of wht i done

2007-01-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

hmm ... is already 2007 .. time to look back wht i done done and wht happen for the past 1 yr ..

April 06
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- finally went to the place i want : Taiwan (050406-290506)

May 06
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- successfully reunited 2 impossible person ( is a unholy SIN)

June 2006
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- ORD on 030606 !!

July 06
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- after nearly 1 month , got a job , got first pay

August 06
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- Resign on first job , nua-ing
- Pass on Class 3 Driving TP on FIRST attempt

September 06
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- War started , those farkers should know
- losing for the 3rd and last time on bell

October 06
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-work on second job , resign after 3 weeks
- work as temp job nearly 1 month

November 06
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-disappointing birthday up to date my age of 21

December 06
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- got a job which my current job
- manage to revive my unbeaten record dating back to sec sch on xmas eve
- disappointing NY's eve ( no $ )
- Gain Enlightenment

I can only sae first half of the year is damn superb .. loving the times back in taiwan .. seeing my laopo pink ic for the first time in 2 yrs but later half of the yr prove to be screwed up .. some cb plotting against me .. consuccesive 3 times change of job ..

hoping tht 2007 will be a better 1 ..

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天外飞仙

2006-12-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

hmm...

spend about 2 weeks completing the esp of Tian Wai Fei Xian le ...

so romantic drama ... is damn worthwhile to watch ..

haiz wish if this drama got part II..

anyway rating for this show is 9/10 !

nice show .. Ariel Lin is so cute lor .. got to admit is better than Hebe ..

poor di gua and xiaoqi had to be seperate for their rest of their life .. haiz ..

Updates

2006-12-07T00:24:00.000+08:00

hmm..

it has been quite some times since i last blog .. to prevent this blog to turn dusty .. time for a new entry ..
i cut it short and sweet ..

Updates :
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- has pass 21 yrs old (finally) , eligble for elections , see R21 movie , see RA , go chiong without restriction unless it is 21 but also means time to pay income tax and various "helpful" taxes.

- Jus got a job at Parkview Square as online customer service officer , not a bad job and pay wise is good

- seems like everyone quite busy atm ... times for meet up also lesser .. oh no thanks to some ...

- playing myth online lately , it seems tht i chionging for the first time ( OMG ) .. even shimei also sae i changed .. wahaha ..

- almost change my sleeping timing to Count dracula timing .. because i always sleep just before daybreak

- have manage to master my KoF Orochi Chris "Light Of Judgment" .. well .. watch out someone ..

- dunno suddenly feel tht being single is the most blessful thing ... haha ..

think tht's abt all for the time being ... haiz .. work = no life.. wht to do .. i become a slave for $$ ..

2006-11-24T01:50:00.000+08:00

Retreat ( 退后 )

天空灰的像哭過
The sky is gray, as if it has cried before
離開你以後並沒有更自由
After leaving you, but still not much freedom
酸酸的空氣嗅出我們的距離
The sour air produces the smell of our distance
一幕最新的結局像呼吸般無法停息
The newest result is like breathing, unable to cease

抽屜泛黃的日記找到了回憶
The yellowed-diary in the drawer has found its recollections
那笑容是夏季
That smile resembles the season of summer
你我的過去被算是真的忘記
Our past can really be considered to be forgotten
缺氧過後的愛情如星的眼淚是多餘
The lack of oxygen after love is like the tears of stars, it is unneccesary

我知道你我都沒有錯
I know that neither of us are at fault
只是忘了怎麼退後
We just forgot how to retreat
信誓旦旦給了承諾卻被時間撲了空
Our oath made its best effort, but it allowed time to make it empty
我知道我們都沒有錯
I know that neither of us are at fault
只是放手會比較好過
It is just that it will be better if we separate
最美的愛情回憶裡待續
The most beautiful love is the type that we carry on in our memories

天空灰的像哭過
The sky is gray, as if it has cried before
離開你以後並沒有更自由
After leaving you, I am not any more free
酸酸的空氣嗅出我們的距離
The sour air produces the smell of our distance
一幕最新的結局像呼吸般無法停息
The newest result is like breathing, unable to cease

抽屉泛黄的日记榨干了回忆
The yellowed-diary in the drawer has found its recollections
那笑容是夏季
That smile resembles the season of summer
你我的过去被顺时针地忘记
Our past can really be considered to be forgotten
缺氧过后的爱情粗心的眼泪是多余
The lack of oxygen after love is like the tears of stars, it is unneccesary

我知道你我都沒有錯
I know that neither of us are at fault
只是忘了怎麼退後
We just forgot how to retreat
信誓旦旦給了承諾卻被時間撲了空
Our oath made its best effort, but it allowed time to make it empty
我知道我們都沒有錯
I know that neither of us are at fault
只是放手會比較好過
It is just that it will be better if we separate
最美的愛情回憶裡待續
The most beautiful love is the type that we carry on in our memories

我知道你我都沒有錯
I know that neither of us are at fault
只是忘了怎麼退後
We just forgot how to retreat
信誓旦旦給了承諾卻被時間撲了空
Our oath made its best effort, but it allowed time to make it empty
我知道我們都沒有錯
I know that neither of us are at fault
只是放手會比較好過
It is just that it will be better if we separate
最美的愛情回憶裡待續
The most beautiful love is the type that we carry on in our memories

-Composed by Zhou Jie Lun Jay
-Translated by Jay8Chou
-Edited by Chen Jianhao

SINGLE OR NOT? COMPLICATING!

2006-11-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

When you do not have a partner, you are desperate for one
When you have a partner, you regret and miss the single life
When you have it, you do not treasure it
When you lose it, you start to miss it

Sometimes I think why man are such complicated animals...

You say single life is great, but someone will tell you having a partner is greater
You say you need a partner to be with you for life, but someone will tell you being single is freedom and not tied down.

People tend to want their way of life but you can never have the best of both worlds.

You Ask:

Am I right for marriage? Am I suitable for singlehood? Have I thought how my future will be like? Am I able to endure being single forever? Am I prepared for married life with children? Must I get married? Must I have children? Is he/she THE ONE? Should I go with my heart? Should I let nature takes it course? Where should I go? Which way should I head?

You see so many cases of men and women married, divorce, re-married and divorce again.. the cycle goes round and round... Is this the actual society now? What's the point in the first place? Marriage relevant? Necessary?

You are scared of what the future will hold, worry abt having the right partner, wish to have a family but do not dare to commit, wanna take a risk but paranoid abt it. Is this human nature?

This is complicating and never ending!

-quote from eneres-igroeg.blogspot.com

wht a good "poem" .. nicely describe ..

Blessings ..

2006-11-10T01:52:00.000+08:00

another monthly edition of my blog ..

1 mth passed ... is mth of Nov liao .. b-day cuming .. don think my b-day wish will come true anyway .. anyway keep my fingers crossed although more or less it is highly unlikely to come true ..

Ever since i left Pets' Station .. was slacking again .. well onli 1 week .. b4 turning to newspaper again for jobs .. jus dunno why i wake up tht particular morning and buy a edition of straits time .. well "tian xia wu jue lu"... seems tht other opportunity sprang up .. this time is a small petshop in bukit timah recruiting drivers .. so might as well give it a go then ..

Then went to Mark place ard 11.00am .. jus to use few mins of his internet .. ( ah damn it my computer spoilt .. todae 5pm will be back , motherboard spoilt ! ) .. then went off to find the place ... well of cos rang up the shop where is it .. so it is at a location jus before turning in to Sixth Ave .. of cos dunno wht bus to go to so as usual a ride in a cab .. reach there ard 12.30pm .. went up to second floor and got interviewed .. oh this time no need fill in forms ..strange eh ? well the lady was quite impressed so give mi a trial 2morrow .. so ok accept the job and went for work 2morrow ..

After tht decide to go to PS to have my lunch .. ate LJS as usual ( oh to pple who wondering wtf why i keep eating LJS non-stop .. simple : wif a drink ana food cost $3.90(upsize) .. of cos i eat tht ) ... after tht went up to play some games ..

Of cos .. those who know mi well will know i will onli play KoF games usually .. so play quite a few rds b4 i am going to leave when HOLY SHIT .. last rd b4 leaving i manage to get a top score of 600600 .. OMG it break my personal achievement of 550000+ ... really is delighted .. set a new record high for my KoF 2002 ( i was playing KoF 2002 ) .. then left PS to board bus 502 back to home ..

5pm+ the lady came wif my pc .. finally it is ok le .. miss my dear badly haiz .. bo tai bo ji motherboard spoilt .. can't blame been wif mi 5 yrs liao le .. old motherboard liao .. neverthless a reformatted com means i got to reinstall everything .. (winamp , real player , creative etc.. ) .. haiz also got to sort my song list out ..

Neverthless todae is quite a delightful day having given a trial and breaking my personal KoF score ..

Interview

2006-10-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

well this is it ..

Interview time ..

Todae perhaps feeling abit nervous .. wake up earlier than expected of 8.30am .. end up so shag now writing this essay .. anyway went for a bath after tht prepared to go to Marsiling ..

left home ard 10.30am .. take train to Woodlands(heng i alight at Woodland not Marsiling , if not cab fare cost more liao zz ) ... then at woodlands take cab to Marsiling ind area .. luckily again .. b4 it started a heavy rain .. i manage to find the building .. this is it .. my time is now ~!

Went to the front lobby .. eh seriously speaking this building no security guard and receptionist .. eh abit zai le .. wait for awhile at front lobby b4 someone ask mi wht i came here .. i sae cum here for interview .. jus nice i cum in they having lunch .. so wait for a while ..

After tht went in for interview .. as usual fill forms , pple ask questions etc. 1 thing puzzled mi .. tht person take my IC but not driving license knowing i apply for delivery driver .. guess i don stand a chance afterall .. afterall i jus freaking 21 .. scare i too chiong liao -.- ! ... anyway jus hope i will be short-listed for the job .. abit not comfortable wif the job being 6 days week .. well wht to do .. passion came first .. also not easy to find the job i like .. so give and take ba ..

After tht went to Ps again to train up .. first token already kana challenge liao .. but i will sae tht guy who challenge mi is a dumb as* .. i was at stage 7 liao going to fight boss also cum challenge .. i think his parent is stamping $$ at home tht's why perhaps he challenge at stage 7 ..

Other thing surprise mi is a gal playing KoF ! OMFG .. is damn extreme rare tht a gal play KoF and her skill also not bad de lor .. siao siao .. also a gal play KoF so good will not kana challenge .. being a gal really is good .. after tht play 2 more rds and went down to foodcourt ot eat my lunch .. after eating for back again to play 2 rds of KoF 97 .. surprisely DEFEAT OROCHI FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE I PLAY 97 IN ARCADE ! ....... kinda surprised ! anyway nice .. can beat to Orochi is already a + point le .. win Orochi is a Bonus liao ..

After tht went home by xpress 502 ... reach home ard 6.45pm liao ..

so tired now .. going to slp now ..
Pray tht my job application is successful ..

God bless !

Job Opportunity knocking on my door again

2006-10-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

hmm..

After a night of slping .. wake up again face the music from my mum .. haiz wht the .. nag and nag non stop .. izzit women reach 40 really is nag non stop ? -.-!!!!!!!! ( no offense to ladies ~!) .... then saw Alan online .. then ask him whether want meet up for lunch. Deal ok ... meet up at 2.30pm at JP ..

Expecting he always come late like mi .. i left home at 2.30pm .. i reach JP he also haben reach .. damn zai le he -.-! .. neverthless go to arcade to train 1 rd of KoF 00 ... use the team of Leona , Ralf , Clark and Whip .. manage to complete the game and left to join up wif Alan to have lunch .. after lunch .. go for some window shopping .. i look for my vcd while Alan searching for his CD .. after tht went to JP Pet's Station to look at furballs which i have not been doing so ( wht to do .. violent objection at home .. so suck thumb lor) .. b4 we 2 went in .. guess wht ?! i saw Pet's Station in need of Delivery driver .. hoho .. 1 chance gone other appears .. am i lucky isn'it !

So went in look at furballs .. was surprise to saw a Siberian Husky inside O_O .. my god .. quite Unique marking on its face .. after seeing finish .. went to call up abt the post of tht position .. was told to cum down for interview at Marsiling .. look at the time 5pm .. guess i go for interview 2morrow then ..

After tht Alan and i part ways and i went home le .. gosh .. my time is now ~! hopefully 2morrow interview v.soon li ... huat ah ! ...

Vivo City

2006-10-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

hmm..

Todae went for a interview at Yishun for a driver job ... damn it -.- ! tht position has been taken up .. haiz .. wht's worng wif a fxxking P plate -.-! .... anyway forget it .. it's over ..

After tht went to PS to train my KoF skill which i wanted to do so .. play a few rds call up Alan to see where he is .. was told he will be meeting up wif Wong to go to Vivo City to take a look .. since i also nothing to do .. i also tag along ...

waa DuiZ ! ... Vivo City despite it's huge advertisement .. alot of shops still revonating lor .. damn sian .. foodcourt also not ready ... not to mention fastfood also .. in the went to Harbourfront to eat dinner(not mi but Alan) ... so walk a few rds after tht i bth le ( i nv slp the previous night because of the stupid interview ) ... so in the end take cab go home ... cost abt $13.00 ba .. first time since the transport hike increase i take cab .. dunno why got a feeling i don trust cabs .. always cheating $$$ .. anyway fark it .. is either i take public transport or i drive. onli emergency cases or special cases then i take cab .. so ex also now

Anyway slping time .. Zz

World Trade Centre

2006-10-08T06:34:00.000+08:00

hmm..

it has been almost 1 mth since my last post le .. well been bz searching for jobs .. slacking ard in the meantime << ( correct spelling ?? ) ... also kinda quite "happening" things happen this past 1 mth .. also i become a "American time" person since my break of 2 weeks -.-!

Anyway fark it. todae went to see WTC wif Markie and his friend Zhengxin .. we 3 catch 12am show at TBP .. left home ard 10pm ... was planning to enjoy a few rds of KoF at JP when Markie call mi sae he has finish playing pool wif his friends and they at TBP .. so bo bian immediately went to TBP ..

Arrived at TBP meet them at Mac .. toking cock for abt 45mins .. was asking opinion from Markie and Zhengxin abt a job which i am interested but gotta rejected ( long story zz) ... so in the i may paid a visit again next Monday .. hopefully i can clinch a job on Monday .. afterall is my ideal job now .. Opportunity onli knock my door once ..

After tht went to buy popcorn and drinks ... on the process of buying drinks and food .. Markie and Zhengxin sae got 1 actress who happen to be in TBP buying tix to watch movie was walking in front of mi ... but i nv saw leh .. maybe i saw her backview .. not sure izzit her .. anyway i nv pay much attention fark it. she not Selina or Hebe -.-!

Then went in to watch the movie .. damn the commerical thingy .. waste abt 15 mins watching craps .. then the movie start le .. well was saying 2 cops going in to rescue pple in the end trap inside the buliding when the whole thing came crashing down .. it tok abt their willpower ..occasionally jokes .. and their families reactions .. i rate it 7.5 ba .. quite nice to watch as it portray real-life incident .. also the movie was quite eh .. touching ? perhaps ba ..

After watching the movie already 2.15am liao .. waited for NR5 which arrived ard 2.40am .. and went home le ..

fook 6.38am and i still typing .. slping time now ..

Singapore Dream

2006-09-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmm..

finally after 2 weeks i go out to talk a fresh breather after 2 week cooping at home ..

Meet up wif Lee 3.00pm at Aljunied MRT Station .. went to some nearby shop and eat his recommended prawn-mee .. well ok ok la to mi .. then chat for quite sometime .. oh my he has slim down quite alot sia haha .. from 110kg now i think 90kg i heard him sae .. end up the purpose of he ask mi out is to "so-called" venture into slimming product ... wht the ..

Then Went to PS to watch Singapore Dreaming .. bought a tic for myself at 7.20pm .. meanwhile trong ard PS and in the arcade .. learning KoF new move from other "gao shou" ... end up kana humiliate by com .. duhz .. PS kOF 2002 diffculty too high le .. my team of Chris , Clark and Ralf unable to overcome .. anyway i have a way to deal wif last boss Rugal .. so it does''nt matter .. after tht went to see the movie Singapore Dream .. well .. i should sae a good starting but behind lose the plot le .. typical Hokkien Singaporean who want to dream of striking Toto .. and the struggle of divide asset after Dad's death ..well .. oh .. my movie also got scold vulgar language de wor .. mai siao siao ..

Rating wise give it 5.5/10 ba .. good starting but poor ending .. wht the .. neverthless after tht went to LJS to makan my dinner .. then was about to went back to arcade for my last game of KoF ... i heard some person call my name .. turn ard saw Kelvin who attended Military driving lesson wif mi 1 yr back .. well kinda saw old friends .. well chat quite sometime b4 i meet other friend also working same as him zzz .. wht a day .. saw 2 so-long-nv-contact de friends ..

After tht went back to complete my last token which i opt to play KoF 01 instead of 02 .. (darn it .. 02 so mani pple challenging each other .. not to sae 02 even old game like 97 also kana challenged .. so i opt for 01 which is peacefuler LOL) ... guess wht ? i manage to get total points of 380000+ points for my final score and rank no 3 in the game .. aww .. wht a nice feeling sia .. nv imagine i can write my name in to the machine .. somemore at PS .. well all "gao shou" at there .. although still unable to defeat last boss Zero .. but manage to secure 4 straight , 1 perfect to finish 380000 + points .. previous best was 340000+ ..

Then as usual take xpress 502 and went home le .. wht a day todae .. nice feeling after tht game .. haha ..

Oh ya .. lately got inspiration of compose 1 song sia .. got bits and pieces here and there .. got to figure out how to write in a beautiful string of words .. lol

Urge of Visiting ..

2006-09-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

hmm...

Well todae end up being at home for the consuccessive 2 weeks in a row .. well Jie had a busy schedule , Markie working .. so bo bian stay at home rot .. somemore bo gf also .. and most impt .. no $$ go out .. so stay at home is the only choice ..

Well lately always read up on Chinese Historical past ... quite interesting to know tht our ancestors are .. excluding poetry .. well the continued dynasty over the centuries i know the basic le ba .. many places suddenly i wish to visit like :

Chang An
Hebei
Chengdu
Imperial Palace of Beijing
Luoyang

Haiz too bad no $$ to go .. if not a visit to these places sure is nice .. understand more of chinese history ... afterall i also a Han Chinese also .. ( pple who dunno this place especially those ang-mo pai .. these r places in China)

Well also lately bz working and working OT .. always feel like not enough slp .. haiz tiring man .. also this week also quite a happy week .. there is some point of contact between i and her .. anyway i don think too much also .. too much hope = disappointment more .. (well critics of mi confirm shake head again after i post this haha) ...

Anyway .. think next week probably meet up wif Lee and Hakim .. can't be i stay at home for other week .. like tht i will become no life liao ..

logging off now ..

Wht a Dream !

2006-08-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm...

Yesterday Night had a weird dream ..

i dream i strike lottery in Toto of SGD 5 million ... and end up i no need to work and gamble ard the world .. i dunno i also got a special ability tht is i can foresee the future result is .. eg : i can know next week Toto result is wht so i always strike lottery .. end up my estimate fortune surpass Khoo family of 5 billion and take first place of 6.5 billion ...

Of cos wif such a $$ i move from a 4 room HDB flat to a Big Mansion which i owe 2 sport cars : Nissan 350Z Fairlady and Mitsubishi Evo 9 ... there is 1 time i meet Jie and Mark in orchard cuppage .. of cos they 2 want to sit in my Fairlady .. but then i told them my Fairlady is meant for my dear de .. i strictly refused them to sit and i drove home to park my Fairlady and drive out my Evo 9 which is meant for family useage or friends useage .. so in the end i drive them in my Evo 9 and bring them ard ..

Also as i nv work .. i gamble almost everything .. from soccer to casino to Totos .. i remember i bet wif English betting company Willam-hill of a soccer match surpassing 5 million ... end up of cos i win ( i got the foresee of future wht ) .. end up while others need to work for $$ .. my $$ is easy come .. easy come until i deposit 10k to my dear acc for her to use and to Jie also 10k .. b4 my dream end i remember i was rank no 2 after Bill gates wif a total fortune of 48.7 billion USD ... wht a nice figure to look at ...

oh i also bought over Cardiff City of English Championship Club and transform it to 1 of the major power in English Premier League ..

If only this dream is true ... haha .. also in the dream i reunited wif bell as couple haha ...

Life is tired ..

2006-08-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

hmm...

2 days has gone and friday is approaching .. weekend for sure i staying at home .. no $$ to hang out .. haiz wht to do .. deserve it ? ya in a way ... why ? ..

Yesterday late last night well i got a surprise sms from her .. i thought is wht .. end is she in need of $150 to settle her hp bills .. well jus like Jas had sae ... i 1 day will die in the hands of the lady i love .. i jus can't sae a simple "No" and tht's it .. YES ... she not my gf , not my wife , not my family .. she jus only a gal tht i love .. i can jus don lend .. but sadly i can't .. rather to see her suffering .. will rather help her whtever i can in my own capacity limits ...

Jus nice i spend my last mth pay and don have any single penny wif mi .. and jus submit my timesheet yesterday ... cheque only comes after 5pm on Friday .. no choice but to loan from friends first ... manage to secure a loan from Laoda .. and other loan from my campmate .. so i told her i be xfer to her on 2morrow afternoon .. also have a chit chat for dunno-how-mani-god-damn-yrs in Msn .. found out she still currently single despite all those stuffs circulating her .. anyway i do make preparation of anytime she kana "booked" .. after tht slept at 1am ..

So todae was whole day waiting for a loan from my campmate .. end up it did not materialize .. well maybe miracle happen ? someone deposit cheque to mi yesterday and i have $100 to spare .. so i xfer total of $150 to her .. well yeah i know i stupid .. under no condition jus lend to her .. easy $$ eh ?

Well i begin to feel living as a human is constantly facing mammoth task ... kinda of tired of life ... seeing how my buddy juggle his stuff , the surrounding of anywhere ... make mi more sian .. dunno why perhaps i should take a long break and go oversea enjoy .. too bad no $$ .. so have to rot in this small island...

Well Yesterday get quite a earful from Laoda , Hakim and Xiao Tan .. ya thanks i know wht u 3 trying to sae .. but i jus can't leave her in lurch like tht .. i simple don bear too .. this is the perhaps greatest weakness ba ... i perhaps like Jas sae .. will die under the hands of the lady i love .. anyway see when tht day comes ba ..

Oh todae Jie also advice also .. well thx buddy i know wht u mean .. i know u trying to tok sense into mi ... but u should know my character better than others .. especially on matters regarding her .. i jus can't put down and sae i don care .. although u maybe rite .. i have no real worries other than relationship problem .. is enough to drain my mental tired le .. ya i know u will feel gek sim when u see this .. but then isn't life is suppose to be like tht ? u had your struggle .. to maintain ur relationship going .. well i ? still pursuing a gal which don like mi , who treat mi as a brother , who i jus lend her $$ without any condition .. i know i dumb .. yet i know .. but wht to do ? life is unfair :) tht's is the fact .. some CBK may get wht they DON deserve .. while some who truely deserve don get .. don worry too much also la .. yeah i appreciate ur advise .. i get wht u mean .. don worry :)

God damn it .. i damn tired ..

What Hurts The Most

2006-08-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

Well .. i not being sad or wht by posting the song lyrics here .. is the song which tht guy i mention had in his blog .. listen here and then quite a meaningful song ... enjoy :)

I can take the rain
On the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And I just let em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

Chorus

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain
Of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it It's hard to force that smile
When I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over I would trade, give away
All the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken ...

Why ?

2006-08-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

Well ...

Some Question which i am asking myself this afternoon during work ..

By now i suppose .. although i cannot confirm she has a new love .. but somehow i think she has le ba .. if it is truly a yes ... although i am mentally prepared le .. but i will be lying thru my teeth if i sae i am not sad .. Yes there is disappointment and sadness going on .. perhaps not so much ba ... "seasoned" perhaps ? haha i dunno ..

k back to topic ..

i jus dunno why .. if she preffered other pple than mi ( ya i know i not tht farking handsome or rich) ... which lead mi to a question why ? why choose other person than mi ?

Well friends told mi ... maybe she want to keep mi by her side as friends .. afterall friends r everlasting (in normal cases) when a relationship has a high chance of breaking .. i don understand seriously .. sometimes u hear some pple sae men thinking is selfish , think of themself and their gains .. well my turn to ask liao .. if a particular lady is selfish how ? especially in relationship-wise ... is other person hopes , wishes and dreams being destroyed .. isn't tht cruel too ? No offense to any ladies who see this blog of mine .. but i find it amazed than dulan ..

Also some pple sae good guys extinct liao .. does'nt exist in this world .. well izzit really the case ? i don think so .. izzit really the case u don choose to look ard and see or u jus cannot see ? .. it seems to be .. bad guys always without fail have their galfriends wif them .. somemore not bad looking .. does it mean good guys had to become bad in order to become like tht ? i dunno truely .. well not everyone is born perfect .. good guys especially .. some have a good looks but dunno how sweettalk gals , well some know how to sweet talk gals but no looks .. i think currently the best example got both looks and know how to sweet talk i think is Jie perhaps ..

Haiz really don understand ... wht i type is not any accusations at any ladies of cos definitely not her also ! it jus some doubts which i really wish someone enlightened mi ..

Well i thought i am the most tragic guy in this world le .. i nv know there 1 more guy also tragic enough to be on top on mi .. how to sae ?? Well ..

I had a conversation wif my friend in msn ( sorry cannot reveal ) .. he sae he had 1 friend jus like mi .. waited for a gal for 7 yrs le .. tht 7 yrs tht guy was single thruout ... it turn out later in the part is tht guy nv confessed his love to her ( jus nice tht time the gal like him also , but both keep quiet) .. until now u know wht ? tht gal is engaged and getting married in 2 yrs time and most likely inviting him to her wedding ..

God damn it , i cannot imagine if bell tell mi like this .. i seriously feel for tht guy ... tragic indeed .. can't help but feel pity for him .. 7 yrs and end up in a smoke .. jus like tht .. somemore he will be invite most likely to her wedding .. i can't think how he going to handle tht painful moment .. seeing the gal u love wif other guy is already a torture .. but seeing your gal wif other guy and they getting married .. my god .. is worst than any torture in this world .. is really tragic .. haiz ... if i am him i also dunno wht i will do also .. speechless sia .. seeing my gal wif other guy getting married .. tht feeling sux ! ..

Although the thing is more or less settled .. but i hope a miracle will appear ba .. this guy really kelian .. keep quiet for so long .. waited for so long .. yet in return get this type of ending ..

Haiz .. izzit good guys deserve a tragic ending ?

Cisco

2006-08-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

hmm..

todae is the first day of starting a new job after quitting "Turin" (DHL Exel) ... new job environment not much differences from Exel ... maybe slighter better ba .. neverthless i still few comfortable wif it .. anyway i jus doing the job for 1 1/2 mth ..

Basically my job was just to shred paper ( and i mean large amount of paper , mostly confidential business papers ) ... so todae i arrive at 8am .. cos Supervisor want to brief mi .. end up i waited 1/2 hr for the superviosr to come .. oh well nvm since they r paying mi fir sitting for 1/2 hrs i don mind at all .. then he came and brief mi abt the rules and regulations , the safety regulation etc etc...

Then intro mi to 2 colleagues ... of cos not our age de ... neverthless still ok wif them la .. approachable personnel .. see in few weeks time will they be approachable (i seriously doubt so .. sinister brews .. ) ... not bad had 2 tea breaks and 1 lunch break .. and working time is 8am - 5 pm ( jus like office hrs) ... ok la first day not a good impression overall but also not a bad impression either ... jus think i had earn $49.50 for the day is enough ... end of the week get my cheque and happily smile to the bank ..

oh .. also after work on my way back saw tudi(vic) .. my god so long nv see her she still so ........ cute .. her cute dimple as usual the same .. jus wonder a cute gal like her why always mei ren ai -.-! .. think is she don want ba ... anyway wish her all the best ... haha .. speaking of her .. she really cute in her expression also .. on the way back home i and her board same bus home .. then jus nice i saw her but she nv saw mi .. and i jus sitting behind her only lor .. she was toking to her friend .. so i send her msg act blur where is she .. she reply she in bus and i ask her to look behind .. her expression really bth i want to laugh lor .. like those shy shy expression .. -.-!!! .. i laugh until bth sia .. anyway had a good conversation wif her lor .. afterall so long nv communicate wif her le ..

Ok le tht's all for tonight ... nitez :)

Traffic Police Test

2006-08-11T15:36:00.000+08:00

Phew ...

Finally finally finally my TP Test has pass ! consider quite lucky enough to pass on the first attempt ! after a night out wif Jie , Jas, Laoda , Mark ... after a night of practising of different types of parking .. i slept at 4.30am at Markie hse ... then wait up at 7.00am b4 Jie send mi home to prepare and get a quick shower and to take a rest...

Then after tht we went to Queenstown as i had a final circuit lesson at 9.30am ... we reach at 9.20am .. b4 tht ERP jus outside Alexandra Rd is in operation and we have no cash card ... so we LL suck thumb jus go lor ... i still dunno how much we kana fine for tht .. still waiting for Jie's answer..

Then finally my instructor came le ... then because "play" too much AT car le .. so along the way to Ubi i stall engine 3 times ... LOL .. neverthless is still like tht lor .. then go circuit training .. my instructor still insist in his method .. but i jus anyhow do ... until 11am we go for warming-up in Ubi ... then back to CDC at 11.30am ... take a small break and begin to sit in a room waiting for Tester to come ... wait until 12.10pm(i presume ? cos i nv take hp) .. then i got a quite ok Tester la .. so begin to go into circuit to test various thing ... then go out test le ... test awhile got 1 car SDL 8138Z (also a L plate) nearly make mi kiss his car ... heng i brake in time ...luckily tester is good give chance ..

so lastly went back to the centre ... then the Tester lead mi to a room then when he announce the result tht i pass i so happy sia ... total 18 demerit points i got luckily ... so after tht meet up wif my instructor for 1 last time tell him tht i pass ... then i go watch some movie on accidents and paid $50 for my license ... then go home after tht ...

Well get license le .. of cos need to thx the following pple :

Jie - for helping mi in improving my driving especially parking
My instructor - Thx for helping mi also .. but also thx for critizing mi and insulting mi ZZ..

So happy .... Class 3 finally get le ...

I Know le

2006-08-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i finally know why i jus refuse to give up even so much of resistance from friends ..

i finally realised tht i jus can't give up on her .. she those type of lady tht i wish to be wif her till the end of time ... those type which i willing to make any sacrifice jus for her sake ..

She also give mi (unintentionally) the reason why my love jus cannot faded jus like tht ... she not a gentle lady .. but she can mix gentleness together wif roughness ... her eyes jus tell mi tht i jus cannot let go like tht .. it onli makes mi more determined and onli give mi strength to go on .. even the firecest critics of mi i also can take it .. nothing can make mi stop for my love for her ...( Sorry Kim if u reading this but this is my heartfelt words )...

I may be liberised .. i may start knowning gals ... but my love for her remains unchanged ... she jus the onli special lady who can take my heart away .. there is no room for anyone else but onli her) ..

How i wish i can be wif her now ..

i will not give up jus like tht .. i will persevere and go on .... hopefully i can see results in near future ..

i love you <3

Surprise

2006-08-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

todae is really a Surprise ..

todae meet up wif Jie ard 2.00pm after my driving lesson ( knn kana fark like no pple business .. got insulted badly ... nvm i seriously don care .. but i really dulan cos my instructor compared my driving lesson to a few ladies tht dunno how to drive .. knn seriously i think my driving skill outside the road is better than he thought lor ) ... then tok cock wif him and rest until 6.30pm where we dress up and meet Jas up at Jie's busstop ..

then board 196 to Suntec City ... was slping thru-out the journey then had to wake up by Jie .. nvm then we go to Marina Sq to see the movie "Click" .. too bad is already full ... so no choice but had to go for KTV ... b4 tht we had LJS for dinner ... expected the Q was so long had to Q for i think 15 mins ... after having dinner we walk ard MS then we going to head to KTV rite .. Jas suddenly sae want ask Bell to go ma .. then Jie go jio her out ... i was really surprised when Jie managed to jio her out .. i thought she will not want to come out especially it has been 11ppm liao .. but unexpectly she came down ..

Then we go to Party World Boat Quay for KTV .. shortly we settle down ... Bell arrived and Jie ask me(presume it is mi ba) to fetch her ... then the most funny thing she was at Clarke Quay Mrt Station busstop .. i thought she at Raffles Place MRT .. end up i nv go fetch her at all lor .. was v.disappointed as 1 of my friend(he is typically hong kia de .. ) go fetch her ... but then lor since i nv fetch her also bo bian de ..

Then she came le and we start to sing some song lor .. somewhere later .. i and her for the first time in dunno how mani mths ! i tok to her wif she looking mi and tok ... not those "stranger" type tok lor .. i was surprise and stunned seriously .. also feel v.happy lor .. finally she tok to mi like we used to be ... she tell mi wht problem she face at her previous employment ... i was kinda feel angryfor her lor .. how she been treated this way .. haiz ... nvm it is over le ..

Then came to 1 part i sing Cao Ge - Shu Dao Wu Da Ying Wo ... starting i abit singing not so accurately cos i admit i am nervous .. i want sing this song and delicate this song to her de .. end up kana suan by Jie and Jas haha ... make mi so pai sei ... anyway i truly v.happy tht time .. then i dunno why .. i jus ask lor .. i ask her if she can sing wif mi Jay & Lara - Shan Hu hai .. unexpectly also she agree .. so we sing together lor for the first time since i know her .. words cannot describe how i feel .. although she and i not couple .. but wht i feel tht time is like she my gf le .. and how i love her those type of feeling .. the best words to describe my feeling i think onli this word le : Elated ..

then ard 2.30am she left us cos her dad come and fetch her ... i was kind of se bu de sia .. although i nv show it .. but i truly se bu de ... happy moment so fast gone le ... neverthless i had a v.enjoyable time .. then after tht we went to the nearby store to eat late supeer and went to Jie hse to slp for next morning driving lesson ..

How happy i am .. wish this can go on forever .. <3

Jerks

2006-08-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

hmm..

Recently .. xiaomei got problems in her relationship .. then i was wondering ah .. how come in this world got some farkers , god-damn-it creatures guys who like to mistreat their gfs de ah ... end up make the those really love the gal no chance to jio ... damn screwed man ..

Haiz perhaps this is fate .. have to "ren ming" .. those who really love the gal end up get nothing .. those who toys wif gal's feeling end up getting them .. wht is this world coming to .. farking hell haiz ..

Anyway may those farking Jerks burned in hell and may they die wif a horrible ending ... farking hell ... deprieving of those who really loves them a chance ... haiz ...

Anyway these few days think more abt it also dulan .. is really damn unfair lor .. end up suffer most is those who really love them de .. see them in distress yet unable to help .. screwed ..

Wht is the world cuming to ...

很想说

2006-07-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

Dunno why ..

Todae whole day instead of concentrating my work .. i been thinking of her ... izzit pple sae de .. "ri you shuo si , ye you shuo mong" ... haiz .. anyway i lazy to type so long .. i jus cut it short and long .. been keeping it in heart so long le ..

so long le .. my feeling for you is jus like yesteryear .. nv change or fade ..
never mind if u been treating mi cold .. i don blame or hate you ..
although it hurts when our yesteryear relationship became like mere strangers..
but my love for you still the same..
i know ur heart is dead le .. but i will wait for you until u r willing to give mi a chance ..
i know your heart has been hurt badly .. but i want you to know .. i willing to wait for you..
ur heart is just like a gate .. this gate has been closed and lock wif a padlock ..
but i willing to wait outside this gate until this gate opens ..
yes i know .. feelings for you will eventually fade away from mi ..
but at least i not giving up without a chance ..
if this is a test set by you .. i willing to brave thru this test ..
no matter how hard .. i will try all stages set by you ..
it really hurts when i see you in distress yet i am helpless to help you ..
worst is u keep it in your heart .. don let pple know ..
if hurting mi can let u feel better .. i don mind to sacrifice by you ..
i jus want you to be happy .. like in the past ur cheerful face ..
i miss the yesteryear memories .. i nv forgotten it .. but i guess u already had forgotten it ..
i know i had done things which hurts you .. till now i still deeply regret ..
never mind if i had to face anyone criticism , condemnation , fark up remarks , discouragement..
because i believe wht i done is rite .. it may not get wht i want .. but at least i don regret doing ..
how i wish you and i can be every other couple .. bringing happiness to each other ..
how i wish you and i can be like Jie and Jas so loving ..
how i wish you and i can be in the beach watching morning's sunrise ..
how i wish i can protect you ...
how i wish i can take care of you ..
how i wish i can be wif you every moment ..
how i wish i can be at your side consoling when u sad.. share your happiness when u r happy ..
i dunno if u have been reading my blog all this while .. but neverthless i still want to sae ...

Bell i love you ...

Consoling ...

2006-07-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

hmm..

todae is sunday .. haiz so fast jiu sunday le ... really is sian 1/2 .. neverthless tht is life .. haiz ..

todae morning went for my driving lesson .. unlike the previous lesson which i got screwed .. this time rd i on my best performance ... instructor remain quiet .. occasionally nagging abit .. onli towards the end some minor mistake make him nagging more abit .. neverthless it is still ok .. 2 weeks more is my first TP le .. hopefully can pass ..

Then went home to take a rest .. after tht xiaomei ask mi whether want to come out ma .. after much persuasion .. i go out lor to pei her since she quite in a bad mood .. then meet her up at city hall ..

Then we went to MS de foodcourt to had our dinner .. then after tht went ard MS to window-shopping .. then go lastly go to Esplanade to listen to her woes ... give her my advice le .. hopefully she can listen into it if not i also cannot help her .. screwed .. why there r such farkers bf who mistreat their gf ? end up pple like mi had no chance to jio the gal ! damn them sia .. may they suffer in hell !

tok until 11.15pm where i left for home le .. by the time came home already 12pm ..

Time to slp le .. 2morrow still got work haiz ... 5 more days b4 i can get to see her ..

2 weeks le .. nv see her le .. wo hao xiang ni ..

Shopping

2006-07-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

hmm..

todae wake up from Jie's hse ard 8.30am .. damn tired lor .. somemore last night go relaxing .. drink quite alot of Chivas .. piangZ luckily i nv "Merlion" and hangover .. phew ~! ..

Then after tht laze ard .. Jie prepare to went to Jas's sch speech day concert .. and i switch on his com to play lor .. then ard 9.30am like tht Jie left for Jas's Sch and i at his home alone playing X-box and computer .. ( quite multi-task i will sae ) ... then Jie's dad bought BF for mi .. waa xie xie ni uncle :) ... then continue to play the 2 things until 2.30pm where i go out to meet Jie and Jas for shopping ..

Arrive there ard 3.15pm ... i went to chop place for later we see movie "Dragon Tiger Gate" .. manage to secure the places i want .. finally got 1 time where we sit in high places and see .. shiok ah .. then go to arcade to play 1 rd of KoF 2002 .. haha funny part abt this is ah .. i play so long of KoF le .. from KoF 97 to KoF FX ... first time i play KoF without a power gauge sia .. the guage meter always stays 0 .. haha funny .. but manage to fight all the way to King stage of Rugal wif my team of Evil Chris , Rugal and Ralf .. end up also secure a third place ranking list .. first time sia ..

Then meet up wif Jie and Jas at BK .. then we 3 went to Yoshinoya to have our lunch ??? .. haiz .. second time eating tht .. still don like the food .. i don eat Japanese food also .. then went to shop for Jas bebebebe-lated b-day present and to return her the $90 PMK box (-.-!) .. firstly we go Newbie and shop .. and then in return shop 1 shirt and 1 short pant ( if i nv remembered wrongly) .. then went to PMK to buy 2 shirt .. 1 for her 1 for mi .. after tht decide to go to FEP to meet bell ..

So we take 950 and end up we take the wrong bus .. zzz .. then take bus 7 back to orchard ( damn it wtf the bus is so so so crowded , poor Jas !) ... then begin to walk to FEP .. onli to know tht she already board a bus back to home liao .. haiz .. manage to hide away my disappointment .. 1 week i can onli see her once .. yet miss it le .. have to wait until next week le .. fark up feeling really .. then went to Paragon outside to think of places to go .. actually i stare in the blank spaces is partly to think of palces to go .. also to daydream abt her.. haiz... then decide to went to Cloud 9 again as there is no other places we can go liao ..

arrive there ard 11.15+ .. had my supper ( as a precaution cos i have quite a empty stomach .. if not later drink Chivas sure merlion) ...then wait for Mark to come .. then finally he came le and we went to Cloud 9 .. at first we sit outside de .. cos no space inside .. then got space le so we went inside .. begin to drink and tok cock and sing song .. until 1.15am where we left and take a cab ..

Reach Jas's place at 1.36am( i remember cos i see the time when i get down the cab .. and begin to wait for NR5 .. end up the bloody bus came at 2.30am ... sibei pek cek sia ..) then finally reach home at 3.15am .. on my com .. suddenly she get a abit of cranky .. luckily nv die off .. then bath and slp ard 3.40am ...

Wht a happening day ... but i miss seeing her ... haiz .. hopefully to see her soon ..

Cloud 9

2006-07-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmm..

5 days nv post le ... hmm .. nvm do it wif a post todae ...

todae is jus a normal day ... working in the office .. boring sia .. nobody to tok to ... Hakim away to his Uni orientation freshie .. damn lucky chup ... can know few chiobus ..

then meet up wif Jie together wif Mark at Jie's void deck ... thanks to him tht i had to rush from home to his hse and buy Mac's then "yi bian zou yi bian chi" .... then we 3 meet liao go to Tanjong Pagar and meet up wif our ITE friend .. as the 4 of us then went to Cloud 9 and open a bottle of Chivas ... ahh ... long time nv drink Chivas ... shiok ah .. also long time nv see Kelly liao .. haha tok cock wif her for awhile then slowly enjoying my cup of Chivas ..

As time go by ... then manage to know other pub gal ( my first step to socialization haha) .. also call Joey ( there is 2 Joey in the pub ) ... then after tht left the place ard 1am++ .. then went to Jie's hse to stay .. so late le .. also is 7th mth this mth .. so abit scare to go back alone ma ..

Haiz .. so tired .. time to get a good slp le !

Time to ..

2006-07-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

hmm...

Todae jus begin other normal day .. so fast and it is sunday .. kaoz .. i haben finish enjoying my weekend leh damn it ! neverthless todae jio Jie out for a short walk .. partly because recently affected mi ba .. neverthless meet up Jie at Buona Visita near Jas hse .. waited for ard 20 mins for his arrival then we board bus 105 to Far East Plaza .. well the agenda is not to see her but to eat dinner ... end up we went to a different store to eat ... well eat until $15++ .. haha jus nothing much 2 plate of fried rice , 2 coke and 1 omelette .. also can cost $15 .. neverthless it is ok cos the food is nice ..

Then went to see her and as usual she remain cold towards mi .. nvm .. not sad at all as i used to it le .. tok abt 15 mins and we left and begin to walk to PS and sit down and chit chat some stuff lor .. also personally apologize to Jie for suaning him ... maybe i haben got a gf i will not know wht it is like .. but i see him like tht i also got scared .. neverthless Ai Qing is xing fu de .. although it brings mi pain and nothing else .. but i hope 1 day i can find my love one ..

After tht play a few rds of Arcade .. shitto ! still lose to Jie in Outrun 2 ! and also lose him 2-1 in KoF 2001 ... zzz .. wtf sia -.-.. after tht went home and board 502 ..

Haiz .. after much thinking yesterday and todae .. i (truefully) want to open a new "road" while waiting for bell .. afterall it does'nt not mean harm also .. somemore my life is somehow shortage of gals ba .. if feelings for bell faded .. well then in future i then sae ba.. rite now my feelings for her is still as strong as 2 yrs back ..

Also quite a pleasant surprise from Jas .. she asked mi to look at this pic .. i dunno if she means wht by asking mi to look at this but anyway thx for her unintentionally or intentionally thoughts for mi to see this .. anyway Jas tht fateful night u told mi i have been thinking v.hard .. well wait for a gal also can see other gals ma .. why miss out chances to know a few gals also .. as long as i not hong like ....... can le .. Thanks :)

Jolin Tsai

2006-07-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmm..

well kinda had a weird dream todae ! ..

i dream myself wif driving a Subaru WRX STI while i also dream of my friend who was driving i think a sportscar .. dunno wht car .. and worst of the worst .. i dream of Jolin Tsai as my friend .. she was kana longpang by my tht friend and we 3 carry our own bike to Bras Brasah ... which is a row of long HDB flat leading to People's Park Complex .. the funny thing is .. we take our bike to the highest floor andwe cycle along the corridor .. my friend ride his bike v.fast while i follow behind .. end up Jolin could not chase up and was left crying in a staircase .. luckily i was carrying a portable GPRS Hand-held pocket pc while Jolin and my friend also carrying 1 .. so if we lost we can find each other ..

Lastly b4 founding Jolin ... it look like i know Jolin like close friend as i shout "Yi Ling" "Yi Ling" at the staircase(in case wht is Yi Ling , it is Jolin Tsai chinese name) while finally found her at a staircase .. after tht we put our bike in our car and we drive to People's Park Complex .. after tht jus nice 8am time to wake up le -.-!..

After tht as usual wake up and leave for work .. finally tendered my resgination from Watson's Warehouse .. have to serve notice of 2 weeks b4 i quit .. well not bad at least i think i have earn 1 mth's pay le .. hopefully next Fri payday come out will be much much more ..

Haiz .. todae so sian... nothing to do .. Jie also dunno disappear to where liao... i been left alone liao .. kinda boring .. wtf bo bian lor no gf to hong .. suck thumb lor ..

Jus wonder if 2morrow i lucky enough to jio Jie cum out bo .. if not i going out alone liao haiz ..

Missing Her ..

2006-07-20T20:25:00.000+08:00

hmm..

it has been 4 days since i last post ... so i do it wif a post todae ..

Well basically these 4 days i go to work as usual .. doing mountains and mountains of paperwork .. and sorting out these paperworks .. really is damn sian and damn boring .. neverthless i am quiting soon .. jus need to tell my boss abt it .. she bz recently so it will be quite hard for mi to tell her .. hopefully i can do it 2morrow ..

Todae basically i do some rds of sealing up goods for Watson store ( in case pple still dunno wht i work , i work for Watson's warehouse) .. till lunch time went out wif Kim to nearby BK to eat ... saw the gal which he sae cute .. well ok la .. still not bad looking lor .. well no intention to noe her also so nvm .. after tht whole afternoon was calling some stores as there had been some changes in store delivery .. well tok to some stores .. heng mostly all are quite easy-going so nv encountered a problem ..

After tht kana a last min ard on the dot(6.30pm) .. was quite piss off when i kana arrow when i going off .. i jus don like these "saigang" .. in the past .. present and in the future ..! after doing finish went home and take a break b4 going for a shiok bath .. well later gotta wait for Qs to call Jie .. well pple is quite a bz man .. working for C&C so it will be quite bz for him at night ..LOL..

After tht seeing tv and i guess i go slp le .. tired sia ..

Lately i dunno why i listen to this particular song and i always think of her .. wonder how she doing ... how is she .. is not jus Jas miss her dar badly .. i also miss her badly too .. onli fortunate thing between her and i is she is missing wht already belongs to her while i still struggling to win her heart.. Sad life ? perhaps ba .. jus few tht it is my destiny perhaps ..

Jus dunno wht she is doing .. also wonder she has a new bf liao ah .. although i should not have bothered but somehow it still makes mi wonder and makes mi uncomfortable when i see her msn nick .. anyway i don want speculate so much ... jus pray for the best .. well back to the song i hear is sing by Fort Minor - Where'd You Go .. i will start thinking when this verse came out :

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
that you've been gone

hmm... jus don think too much .. she is fine hopefully ...

West Mall

2006-07-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmm..

Todae as usual morning went for my driving ... haiz don sae le kana f for my mistakes (i personally don think i got so much mistake) .... neverthless the whole course i was typically anyhow liao ... no form to drive le ... .. anyway fark care la ... wait until TP then sae ..

After driving call up Jie where he was .. then agree to meet him and Jas up at West Mall .. expected i reach first as i went by MRT .. so went up to 5th floor to play some games while waiting for them .. ard 1.30pm they arrive le so went to M1 customer service as Jie want to change his hp plan .. after tht walk ard West Mall while waiting for Mark to arrive ..

Shortly after tht Mark arrive le and we continue to walk ard West Mall and then went to arcade and had a few rds of gaming .. play time crisis 2 .. haiz die prematurely .. anyway i sux at shooting game anyway so it does not matter anyway .. after tht we left the place and had our lunch .. had bah ku teh for lunch .. and we remain there for 1 hr ? and after tht we decide to go to Orchard .. so we board 106 to Orchard..

Went to Cuppage as Jie want to buy 4-D for his dad .. and after tht we walk to Cineleisure follow by Far East .. well kinda disappointed when she did not work there .. after tht Jie and Mark send off 1 of their friends so they 3 went to Changi Airport while i went home ...

Sian ah .. start work 2morrow again ..

Confession

2006-07-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmm..

todae can sae is the most daunting and most daring task in my life ba .. i somesort of confess my love for her .. phew .. take my life out of mi sia .. nv imagine i can do tht ..

how it started and why provoke mi to ask .. is actually her msn nick .. thought she got a new love le .. and originally i wanted to ask jie to help mi ask .. but theni think back cannot always ask him ask .. so i call jie to so call "borrow courage" .. and at the same time he encourage to do so lor ..

so i sms her and chit chat until behind think i sae too far le ba .. but then i sincerely apologize le .. and then i jus ask wht i want to ask lor .. so i expected wht answer she will give lor .. if not i will be v.shock , stunned and surprised lor .. so in the end she reject mi .. neverthless b4 i send out wht i going to ask her , i already prepared for the worst .. so when this answer come .. more or less i know it .. so not much sadness .. frankly speaking i was not sad or disappointed .. maybe because i know this answer will come so i was not expecting a different answer so nvm ba ..

After tht take a short nap as few hrs ago take medicine and gegin to drowsy ... and then wake up to see 9pm ch 8 show .. after tht tok to my shimei until 1am then slp le ..

Finally i got the courage to tell her how i feel le .. although need lots of courage to do it .. but then in theend i am a relief man le .. although she reject mi .. but i still go for it .. i can't let down those pple who support me de .. if i give up now i no face to face them le .. anyway given my character i know i will not give up de .. so it does'nt matter...

Hopefully she will accept mi 1 day ... i will be waiting for her de .. no matter how hard the future lies .. i determined to win her heart ..

Sick

2006-07-14T01:38:00.000+08:00

hmm..

4 days nv post le ... these 4 days unfortunately i strike down by sickness... have fever , flu , cold , flu and sore throat .. got good and bad ba i find it .. good probably i can rest at home and had a 4 days MC ... bad is this stupid sickness i making mi feel weak .... neverthless i recovering slightly ...

Apart rotting at home and visit polyclinic .. temp also nv go out also ... even want go out also cannot go out .. so is kinda boring for mi also .. luckily i also nv play much or computer so i am bed-ridden for past 3 days ! .. so .. still alrite for mi ..

Other than my sickness .. these few days also get to think wht i suppose to do .. particular the issue of love .. well last time i had alot of hesitation .. but now finally slot out my thinking .. i do hope i can without any doubts go jio her .. have to keep reminding myself not to 垂头丧气 and give up jus like tht .. just do wht i usually do ba .. maybe tht is the best remedy ba .. hopefully 1 day i can really touch her and i can be wif her .. currently this song on my blog is wht i want to tell her .. dunno she got visit my blog de ma .. neverthless this song is wht i want tell her .. also think she got some problems wif her work ba .. hopefully is a small case ba .. *prays she not tht stress* ..

also recently alot of pple came down wif sickness .. do drink more water ba everyone .. keep yourself healthy !

希望我可以成功。。。记得不要放弃。。。我以定可以的

Big Thanks to ..

2006-07-10T05:23:00.000+08:00

well ..

Need to pay tribute to 2 person tht i have to personally thanks to ..

of cos neverthless the golden couple : Jie and Jas

how to sae and why i had to personally thanks these 2 ?

because it has been 2 yrs le .. particularly for Jie , when others criticize tht i will not succeed .. somehow this guy always give mi a hand of support .. can't really sae much .. but jus tht i owe this guy a big debt .. gratitude is the onli word tht i can onli explain this type of feeling.. although i always fail in jio-ing her .. but somehow i do have a good buddy to back mi up .. especially i tend to "condemn myself" .. he is the 1 who always scolded mi to wake up and carry on in pursuing her .. although i had not gotten her .. but his effort is not small matter ..

As for Jas ... yes though we 2 had our differences .. sometimes over small little stuff and maybe sometimes jus like others , criticize mi too but somehow on another hand , her few sentences of "wisdom" sparks my life again to stand up and get it over again .. well i can onli sae a big thanks to this lady .. i thought i will not succeed and will lead to nowhere .. begin to have my doubts.. begin to question myself izzit worth it .. but her few sentences put away my doubts and regenerate wht i always doing ... so i had to thanks her too..

to those who still dunno why i should thanks these 2 pple .. ok i put it into a scenario :

i am in a jungle .. i am lost , rations run low , i am staring into death .. jus when i going to give up of all source of escape route .. these 2 pple sudden appear and give direction to mi which way to go .. 2 yrs i can i lose my way alot of times .. i will not sae i am out of the jungle .. but at least i am quietly confident tht i going to the right way .. they r jus like benefactor ( izzit spell like this ? "en ren" in chinese ) .. i thought i will die , perish .. but end up these 2 pple give mi direction of where i can go out of this jungle .. so tht is why i am gratitude to both of them ..

Whether i can succeed anot .. i dunno .. confidence ? i am building up , if i carry on my past way , don sae be wif her , even be a close friends also cannot .. so is time for mi to wake up and continue wht i am doing ... which is my aim of this 2 yrs of waiting :

to win her heart ...

A Stroll ?

2006-07-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

hmm..

Today is quite a normal day ... wake up quite late after 1 horrid first week of work -.-! ... then begin to change up to meet Jas at Suntec ... suddenly mum chu stun ask mi to eat lunch as she has cook ... end up getting late by 15 mins+ and Jas was fuming at mi ( sorry ! ) ... neverthless we move on to Carrefour to buy drinks and sweets back home ..

After doing tht went to foodcourt to eat desserts .. and tok cock there until we went to MS ... obvious reason why we 2 went there ... well kinda miss her so .. walk pass her .. take a few glance at her .. "jing shen" seems better liao .. neverthless we move on to ate dinner ... and then trung ard MS wif we 2 walking nearby her shop ..

After tht ard 9.30pm .. send Jas home .. hmm .. her home seems to be better now .. at least more cleaner and more beautiful .. as for her door which she has is nicest of the 3 .. well it do edge out a little ... after tht went home ard 11pm and went to slp as soon as i step into home ..

probably tht's ..

2006-07-07T00:39:00.000+08:00

todae at work ..

while working and sorting out goods ..

dunno why ..

thought tht long time nv contact her ... feelings gone ..

my thoughts of her has gone ..

But then it prove mi wrong .. i miss her badly ...

YES , i do admit maybe my love for her do fade a little .. maybe because of wht happen between the 2 of us ..

But tht's does not mean i beaten , defeated or give up .. i nv thought of tht .. not a single moment ..

Sometimes do ask why i do so much for her .. does she noes ? does she feel it ... ? do she noes i still waiting for a small hope ?

tht all does'nt not matter .. wht matters is still .. i do miss her badly ... still love her as i do 2 yrs back ..

thoughts of her always appear in my mind ..... a consolation i guess ? tht's better at least a imaginary her is wif mi all the time ..

i not sad or despair .. jus wanted to sae i still miss her while i working .. want to see her how is she .. how she working now ? wht is her expression ? ...

so long le .. it is miracle i still got the will and determination to keep it going when odds is stack heavily against mi every moment .. wht makes mi do tht ? i dunno .. maybe wht pple always sae ... "love"

Still love you as i always do .. miss you like i always have .. hoping for a miracle like i always wish .. wishing to be with you like i always wanted ..

Summary of past 3 days ..

2006-07-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

hmm...

recently really is too busy to post blog le ... somemore always ping ming work OT ... so kinda tired and shag ... neverthless do it wif a quick post todae ..

Summary of July 4 :

8.30am - report work

9.00am - went to storage area to learn how to sort out according to different locaton of stores...

9.05am - 12.30pm - sort out goods

12.30pm - 1.15pm - L/B

1.15pm - 6.30pm - sort out goods

6.30pm - 8.30pm - OT

8.30pm onwards - home

Summary of 5 July :

8.30am - report for work

8.30am - learn how to sort different paper works , delivery reports

12.30pm - L/B

1.15pm - continue paperwork

4.00pm - call 45 stores of island-wide of Watson's stores

5.30pm - call finish / continue paperwork

6.30pm- 8.30pm - learn how to identify different type of goods

8.30pm - went home

Summary of 6 July

8.30am - heavy rain , manage to report on time

8.45am - went to sort out goods

12.30pm - lunch

1.15pm - continue work

3.30pm - do paperwork , sort delivery report according to dates

6.20pm - do finish , start to tok cock wif 1 of the staff

6.30pm - home

Haiz ... work so sian .. also these few days i plan for the next 2 yrs .. v.likely my career in future

Plans :

Save up $$ -> Buy com -> save $$ again -> went to oversea holiday -> save 6 mths of salary in bank -> Quit current job -> possible went to transport sector as my likely career

First offically work

2006-07-04T00:19:00.000+08:00

hm...

todae finally is my first offical day of wor kafter a few days of orientation ... begin the day @ 7am ... prepare myself and ride my bike again after a 2 mths of absence ... rode pass JC ... really miss the times when i rode to camp ... now also rode .. noli to bypass it ... LOL

Reach exel (my coy) ard 8.20am ... begin to report to the supply manager ... and then immediately task mi to do some things .. abit slow i will sae .. since i am new .. and so mani paperwork to do ... do until lunch where i take a 45 min break .. and then continue to do a huge stack of mountain-like paperwork ... do until 6.30pm where i knock off for work ... still got paperwork still haben do .. wait for 2morrow ba .. so tired .. so far alrite la ... alot of paperwork .. is mentally tired not physical tired ... i still preffered to move ard working .. suit my hyper-active body hehe ..

After tht went home and rest ... now after blogging going to slp le ... so tired ...

Still have to settle some paperwork 2morrow ... new task ahead 2morrow .. jiayou -.-!

Worst Ride

2006-07-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

hm...

Todae was quite happening de sia ... firstly ... first time in our history we went to a less "fashion-ed" cinema(TBP) to watch "Superman Returns" ... overall the movie is not a bad 1 ... story plot-wise was quite ok .. quite entertaining too .. rating wise i will give it 7 upon 10..

After tht went to food court to makan ... concidentally .. bump into Mark and his parents ... end up Mark mum treat Jie , Jas and i dinner ... quite happy because i left without much $$ and i was planning to buy some medicine for bell... so luckily Mark's mum save the night..

After tht went to Guardian to buy panadol for her .. since i last saw her she was quite "qiao chui" .. was i thought of buying it for her since she always had a frequnt headache ... nevethless after i bought .. we 3 jet off to MS to pass to her ... pass to her le .. she look much better than few days ago ... perhaps because of her b-day jus pass ? i dunno and i don spectate better ..

After tht went to Macdonald where we 3 tok cock until 11.00+ when we decide to go find Mark who was at Clarke Quay watch Eng v Port match .. was wanted to board bus de ... end up last bus go le so no choice but to walk to Clarke Quay .. reach there sweating like hell .. neverthless i settle down to watch the match while Jie nad Jas sit 1 corner "tian mi mi ".. see until 1.00+ after a dramatic penalty shoot-out which saw England kick out of WC ... poorthing but cannot blame ... they lack of standard this time ..

After tht tuang at there for 2 hrs b4 we went home ... best part lai le ..

Jie because want to catch a NR5 home ... urge us to faster to catch a departing NR5 ... we manage to catch it ... but end up inside the bus got 1 farker drink too much vomitted ... jus nice is at the area where we sit ... KNN lor ... first time i sit in a farking smelly NR ... since i go home late and board NR .. i nv encounter this lor ... poor bus uncle going to clean the bus like hell .. if i noe ..i will have wait for Bus 174M which can take mi home also -.- !!! ... haiz jie good "recommendations" ... neverthless can't blame him totally la .. all so shag le .. want go home koon liao ..

My worst NR5 ride ever yucks !

Interview @ DHL

2006-06-28T20:53:00.000+08:00

hmm..

todae wake up so early ... prepare for interview @ Changi South at DHL Distribution Centre .. kaOz .. thought after my exhibtion assistant at Expo has ended i no need to go back le .. who noes end up i still need to go back to Expo....

So arrive there ard 11.10am .. ( i am 10 mins late oops .. ) ... after filling up interview form .. i went to their office lvl 6 to look for the interviewer .. waited for ard 10 mins .. then a lady come and ask mi to type out 2 paper ... using Microsoft Word and Excel ... gooosh .. i already quite forgotten how to use le .. so luckily i still able ot use and complete the the 2 paper required ..

After tht the lady again bring mi to a room to interview mi .. abt my personal life , how i expect from my employers etc etc .. so by the time finish is abt 11.45am where i call Jie .. found out tht he will be accompany Princess Jas to SGH for medical checkup .. and as i nothing to do at home .. so off i meet up wif Jie and we both went to Jas's hse ... after she prepare already we set off to SGH for Jas Medical checkup ..

After ard 30 min there .. Jas was certified tht her problems has solve le .. well congratz to her .. and then we went to People's Park centre and makan and walk walk b4 we went to Bugis to walk ... after tht went home to rest le ..

Oh also i was shortlisted to DHL and was offered the position of Co-ordinator 3 - Logistics .. wif starting pay ard £90,000 per week .. LOL .. hmm going to sign document 2morrow again at Expo .. but quite happy as i finally found a decent job liao ..